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Your Recognition is My Greatest Motivation!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I having a hair-splitting feeling

I am having a hair-splitting feeling toward all people around me now. I could not differentiate between my dearest people around me to stranger. It's make me feel no different if I am around anot.



Likewise making no difference, I have been calling hongwei as my dearest korkor because my senses tell me that he is a important person playing a important role to me. I doubted myself quite often because I want to have a stable role. And until now, sometime I dunno if I am doing it right; sometime I dunno if korkor really considered me part of his didi and give some concern and help when I need the most. It's best if i could get some answer from your heart.



That's also part of the reason why I dun want to get myself invole in a BGR in this stage of time. I have hard feeling for people around me when I am close with them. It make me so concern about them. I'm a person who want to give the first love and last love together to someone. I am just like a emotional animal who need to know that there're still other animal who can recognise me by giving me a recognition and appreciation feeling.



It's very sad to say that why should I be so concern and understand others people situaition so much like those aunties in the market where there isnt anyone to try to understand, concern and help me when I need it when I am feeling so low sometime.

Sometime I just dun want to say my feeling out because when i tell jason, he thinks that I think-too-much-ness and marcus will say I am complaining again and korkor has no reaction. I always feel so extra when I am with jason-marcus. Sometime, I really feel like avoiding them and be peaceful alone. I know korkor wouldnt have bother about all this, but i care.

谁无情就别怪我对谁无情。

你不人,就别怪我无意。

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Hougang haircut

Since marcus is not going for the haircut with us and couldnt reach jason on friday night. KorKor & Me had decided to go down to HOUGANG there for a haircut. It's a small salon beside Cheer. of course i got go there cut before and have the feel of professional haircut because the aunty is professional in cutting layer hair until thin thin .... haha :)


It's cost us $12 each ... no choice inflation so price increase lor.
Actually last time is 10 bucks nia.
I hope KORKOR is not having a HEART pain after paying the additional 2 bucks and hope that he is really happy with the type of thinnest he want to have.
It should worth it more if the aunty cut suisui acording to what u want.

Went to the coffee shop nearby where korkor say the western food got alot of people queuing for it de and those people is those chao ah beng come out from jail de ... I see le also quite scared la of course ... haha ... try to but more polite when buying and asking for another pair of fork and knife for korkor. ok the fish and chips i order really taste nice ... it is really nicer than the fish and co one ma ... it bet u eat le ... will order another plate de ... It's only $5.50 nia and it really alot alot ... and i got korkor to help me clear those beans and vege. Then he told his mum that i eat leftover de then give korkor eat ... like I being his didi do until so pathetic, make my korkor eat my leftover food. I just want to share something nice with korkor because I consider and appreaciate hongwei as my korkor and NOT TO ILL-TREAT him.
Walk walk around with korkor at hougang mall until 6pm from the top level to basement ntuc area where it's really change alot. The ntuc jackpot and Zone X had gone.

Took bus 27 back with korkor to tampines and I got to his house there de foodcourt to dabao a sweet and sour pork and horfun for dinner back home. Then 168 just nice come and I just aboard and going home.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

E!hub Kbox Trial

I went down to korkor house with my brother and vegetable at around 1pm. korkor was talking about game(dota) to my brother. And korkor trying to call kbox to check with them the k-happy or k-golden timing because it's not a little bit suspicious on the $10 promotion. And we went to talk bus 21 to downtown east. Have had a lunch at macDonald's. 3 People = $19+.

Followed by going up to kbox @ E!hub to check it out. The person in-charge said it was just a opening trial at $10, so they only open until 11pm, and is like only 7pm till 9pm or 8pm till 11pm? as they only have 10 room availabe on hand. Called marcus to confirm with him if he really coming down anot. So after confirm marcus coming down then we book the room first for the 8-11pm slot.

Spent 1-2hrs playing puzzle machine at Zone X touching beautiful lady.... and some basketball throwing exercise.

After walking so many round and it was so boring and tiring, we took a seat in @ NewYorkNewYork cafe for dinner.
my food!
in there got quite afew of babe for u to enjoy while eating ... so do check it out.

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next we are waiting for marcus to come because it is almost 8pm and here we are still taking picture. THIS IS MY BEST KORKOR AVAILABLE IN TOWN.
after taking picture, i found that i had 4 missed call dunno from who ... so my best korkor help me to call back and ask them and found out that it's kbox. haha.

ok marcus ask us to go in and sing first .... but it's terrible for room 16 ... no AIR-CON.
So after 1 hrs of singing ... they did notice our big reaction of hotness ... the make a changing of room to us to room 32 ... wahaha

after the 3 hrs of singing at kbox ... marcus when to BK again to eat his dinner. the person servicing at the counter was like so fierce la.... [i'm selling burger not teacher teaching in school] haha what lame crap is that ... not standard service quality.

Marcus actually want to wait till his dad to pick him up to changi airport to fetch his mum and brother back from aust. But later on, he changed his mind and say dun mind accompany us and we go changi airport rot over the night. Then we were finding bus that goes to the airport but dunno bus 89 got go there, ending up tooking a cab there ... hahaha ... we are the blessed kidz!
Cabbed there for 7 bucks inclusive of marcus sponsoring 2buck.

Terminal 3 ... Terminal 2 ... Terminal 1 ... skytrain here and there.
Emo'ing kidz over here while taking skytrain.
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ok marcus have been very afraid of me taking picture of him.

When we were sitting at terminal 2, korkor asked marcus for psp. And for that moment, he just found that his psp gone case ... dunno where it had been gone ... kbox? cab? porpety chicken resturant? or somewhere else. I feel so sad for him, i know if i did not ask him out for kbox ... den he wouldnt have lost his dearest psp which cost him some fresh meat from his body of 400 buck.

then when i like go near him ... he is like so scared or what la ... as if i will EAT him up... so I also dunno if i should go close toward him or just keep a distance with him???question mark?

tonned at MacDonald's @ T2 for the next 3 hrs for the first train home. chat chat, eat eat and drink drink there.

Trained home and sleep then.