It's 2009 New Year Eve's!
What's up going on?
hmm...
Have a wonderful dim sum buffet.
It's was at Yam Cha.
There're Jingyu Carson Xiuling Me!
there're a long Queue.
Waited for around an hour!
Carson was LATE!
Last person must treat!
And he's the one! We're WAITING for!!!
Promised for Lobster house treat for Us!
ehh...after buffeting for around 1.5hrs...
it's time to exercise!!!
eat full le = make u sleepy.
Travel down to Plaza Singapura.
Wanted to catch Ip man there
but too bad left horrible 1st row seat.
No way man, neck will be aching for sure =(
Switch to our 1st choice complex master!
CATHAY! GRAND CATHAY!!!
Since it's a Grand show seat, we must enjoy!
Samuel joined us for the movie too!
1S : 3S ... ^^
home sweet home!
happy Count Down!
happy New Year 2009!
Have some resolution and plan for 2009!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
Gainless Shopping
today went to quite a couple of place myself.
first started with vivo city.
thought of starting looking for cny clothing
but it seem like now is after christmas sales
alright.
move from vivo to central.
wah..good environment. quite place.
nothing there to shop also.
all the guy shop like black shop.
then move on to plaza singapura.
also nothing there.
it's freaking bored!!!!
I am totally not feeling well again.
My gastric is getting acid often after my meal.
this is because the stupid kfc chicken hurt me.
no... it's I ate too much.
not to blame kfc.
haha.
first started with vivo city.
thought of starting looking for cny clothing
but it seem like now is after christmas sales
alright.
move from vivo to central.
wah..good environment. quite place.
nothing there to shop also.
all the guy shop like black shop.
then move on to plaza singapura.
also nothing there.
it's freaking bored!!!!
I am totally not feeling well again.
My gastric is getting acid often after my meal.
this is because the stupid kfc chicken hurt me.
no... it's I ate too much.
not to blame kfc.
haha.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
a big day for malay wedding
Well.
Didnt manage to get a quiet and peace for the day.
the noise coming up from my void-deck is loud
enough to travel up till 10 storey
(where i am stay up high)
And there is another wedding going on
at the other side.
haha...
happy! enjoy! bless!
new year coming. 2009.
Carson will fly back in 2 days time.
I feel lonely now.
Stone for the best.
Didnt manage to get a quiet and peace for the day.
the noise coming up from my void-deck is loud
enough to travel up till 10 storey
(where i am stay up high)
And there is another wedding going on
at the other side.
haha...
happy! enjoy! bless!
new year coming. 2009.
Carson will fly back in 2 days time.
I feel lonely now.
Stone for the best.
Friday, December 26, 2008
Sad Christmas!
It's a boring and sad x'mas for 2008.
Just have a gather with jason, henry and phyllis.
jason and henry was super late.
marcus just put his aeroplane last second.
just had a fish & co meal at hereen.
wished daniel ker a merry x'mas at NUM.
had a Big scan through HMV.
It rained heavily outside and we waited.
There's nothing else we could find and do.
Hence we went home.
That the end of a peaceful x'mas eve!
Nothing much on x'mas.
Carson was on his 12 days holidays at europe.
I hope somebody can ask me to join them
for year eve count down celebrating.
I wanted to rot myself down deadly.
I'm waiting here... ... ... ... ...
Just have a gather with jason, henry and phyllis.
jason and henry was super late.
marcus just put his aeroplane last second.
just had a fish & co meal at hereen.
wished daniel ker a merry x'mas at NUM.
had a Big scan through HMV.
It rained heavily outside and we waited.
There's nothing else we could find and do.
Hence we went home.
That the end of a peaceful x'mas eve!
Nothing much on x'mas.
Carson was on his 12 days holidays at europe.
I hope somebody can ask me to join them
for year eve count down celebrating.
I wanted to rot myself down deadly.
I'm waiting here... ... ... ... ...
Thursday, December 18, 2008
A taste of Singaporepools office
I promised jason to go work with him at SingaporePools today to do some shit job which is to shift thing here and there and organise things nicely for them = SPRING CLEANING.
$40 = 包新加坡池！
actually he see our size he knew we cannot make it, so he kindly ask a malay boy keep us with it, making our life there easier. Do work awhile, then rest, then do abit work, watch people do work and then slack. It's a easier job for me today because got the help of my strong jason whom wanted to chiong for it, money all the way! Anyway, I got to sincerely thanks him for helping me so much workload today especially the heavy cabins.
jason thought of giving up half way during lunch break, 'cos he felt that his finger all pain and abit num le and have no more energy to carry thing, but his mental strength is still quite strong which make him hang on all the way until 5pm.
Anyway, by 4pm everything is done le, so the person in-charge allow us to have a 1 hr break before we go off. The nice malay boy and the cleaner offer us some drinks. Then 5pm collect money then go home.
Maybe i will re-consider going back to singapore to work once in a while after the peak season period.
Now, I have help jason solve his coming wed money issue problem. I have no more worries. Can happily enjoy liao.
*I would refine myself as a friend: if u as a qinzhi's friend give qinzhi a path for him to survive, share the bless and difficulties, qinzhi would definitely be loyal to his pal with whatever qinzhi have, he will try to share it.
$40 = 包新加坡池！
actually he see our size he knew we cannot make it, so he kindly ask a malay boy keep us with it, making our life there easier. Do work awhile, then rest, then do abit work, watch people do work and then slack. It's a easier job for me today because got the help of my strong jason whom wanted to chiong for it, money all the way! Anyway, I got to sincerely thanks him for helping me so much workload today especially the heavy cabins.
jason thought of giving up half way during lunch break, 'cos he felt that his finger all pain and abit num le and have no more energy to carry thing, but his mental strength is still quite strong which make him hang on all the way until 5pm.
Anyway, by 4pm everything is done le, so the person in-charge allow us to have a 1 hr break before we go off. The nice malay boy and the cleaner offer us some drinks. Then 5pm collect money then go home.
Maybe i will re-consider going back to singapore to work once in a while after the peak season period.
Now, I have help jason solve his coming wed money issue problem. I have no more worries. Can happily enjoy liao.
*I would refine myself as a friend: if u as a qinzhi's friend give qinzhi a path for him to survive, share the bless and difficulties, qinzhi would definitely be loyal to his pal with whatever qinzhi have, he will try to share it.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
First Job in my 18 years of life!
I went to SingPost Headquarter to work during this midnight. It's told to report at 11pm and usually end at 4pm. It wasnt an easy job to me. The carries of loads is my biggest challenges. See my size and weight, you'll understand. Of cause I also admit that I am weak in strength. So I askewd myself this question, "Am I a person who belongs to Secondary Industries worker"?
My answer is a "NO!", I cant stuck with this kind of life orelse I will die.
Loading up heavy bags onto the RC as a little difficult for me, due to the single bags weight. Each bag was around 10kg till 30kg. Second was to pour out the letters and boxes from the bag for the aunties to sort. And third is to gather all the RC that needs to departure and push it down from 3 floor to first floor and then to the SingPost Lorry. And alot alot more such like sorting of bags and tieing up of bag and collect those bag that was full after the aunties have sort it out according to city for weighing and tie it up.
I just worked for a days and I feel liek giving up on this job.
I just introduce to jason because qinzhi dont wanna to suffer when he meet him on christmas eve's 2008!
Have to quite chat with carson just now, he is dreaming long for my treat to him.
So there is the promise to him:
*Only if he make it in into Acadamic Roll Of Honor for this Semester(AY0809S2)
Then the Treat in return he will win from me is "A cathay Movie Voucher"
for him to watch chi bi 2 with xiuling.
The only ask for a free movie treat! that all. no More. heng!
However to me, Roll of Honor wasnt something challenging that I should pick with with carson, so I stated a more challenging requirement for myself which is to get overall A for all my 4 modules I am this semester. And he will treat me something, and I havent decided what I want from him, so I keep my taste reserve for 2009!
Steady SET!
qinzhi had randomly decided to make changes to some of his current laws.
1. No more sharing of qinzhi's important properties to his friend, classmate and stranger.
2. Not going to lend hand helping people which qinzhi's feel no sense of identity
3. qinzhi's is learning to be more humble and humbler and humblest.
4. qinzhi's knows who is more of concern to him but just keep quiet and emo.
5. qinzhi's hate streamboat(soup), sushi(raw), vegetable(crunchy) and chopstick(tool that driving me go nuts!)
My answer is a "NO!", I cant stuck with this kind of life orelse I will die.
Loading up heavy bags onto the RC as a little difficult for me, due to the single bags weight. Each bag was around 10kg till 30kg. Second was to pour out the letters and boxes from the bag for the aunties to sort. And third is to gather all the RC that needs to departure and push it down from 3 floor to first floor and then to the SingPost Lorry. And alot alot more such like sorting of bags and tieing up of bag and collect those bag that was full after the aunties have sort it out according to city for weighing and tie it up.
I just worked for a days and I feel liek giving up on this job.
I just introduce to jason because qinzhi dont wanna to suffer when he meet him on christmas eve's 2008!
Have to quite chat with carson just now, he is dreaming long for my treat to him.
So there is the promise to him:
*Only if he make it in into Acadamic Roll Of Honor for this Semester(AY0809S2)
Then the Treat in return he will win from me is "A cathay Movie Voucher"
for him to watch chi bi 2 with xiuling.
The only ask for a free movie treat! that all. no More. heng!
However to me, Roll of Honor wasnt something challenging that I should pick with with carson, so I stated a more challenging requirement for myself which is to get overall A for all my 4 modules I am this semester. And he will treat me something, and I havent decided what I want from him, so I keep my taste reserve for 2009!
Steady SET!
qinzhi had randomly decided to make changes to some of his current laws.
1. No more sharing of qinzhi's important properties to his friend, classmate and stranger.
2. Not going to lend hand helping people which qinzhi's feel no sense of identity
3. qinzhi's is learning to be more humble and humbler and humblest.
4. qinzhi's knows who is more of concern to him but just keep quiet and emo.
5. qinzhi's hate streamboat(soup), sushi(raw), vegetable(crunchy) and chopstick(tool that driving me go nuts!)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
adidas watch fashion trend
I am addicted to buy buy buy adidas stuff althought we all know that it is super damn expensive. Adidas isnt a luxuries to me anymore, over the years travelling millions of miles, Adidas become part of my life needs. Adidas Original Watch and their partner FOSSIL have been moving today more fashionable and trendy watch that are able to attract adidas fan's GREAT attentions.
NOV 2008 - ADH 1828 - UP:$235 SP:$188
DEC 2008 - ADH 1842 - UP: $179 SP: $130
I think over the past few year, these are the fourth and fifth adidas watch in my collections that I have bought this year, 2008. Hopefully, brighter year for the coming new year, 2009 again.
Monday, December 1, 2008
Tired out of everything
对我而言，生命非常无意，每天过着那孤单寂寞的生活，跟那些非洲可怜的小孩比起来，幸福了很多！其实，我也不知道我自己这十八年来的岁月，有没有交过一个真正的朋友，同学倒是认识了几多，但多数都是有聚有散，可是结局都是悲哀的，孤独地往无处前进，走出路来... ...
我应该 给身旁的人 雪中送炭 还是 雪上加霜？
那么我周围的人又有谁能够牺牲点又默默地为我送炭？
当你有很多朋友时，他们都会在无时无刻中与你有说有笑，
当你落难或困难重重是，你最友好的朋友，全部都袖手旁观，
偷偷地远离了你，你这时才恍然大悟，
你最亲爱的朋友是那么的无情无义，
反而，一个不是你最亲最要好的朋友，
却依依无条件敌对你生出援手，
人世间，情为何物？
Yes, You might be thinking that I am a perfectionist for able to score good daily grade and good understanding test grade in my institution and the question to me is what so perfect where is have nobody to share my achievement with? Just aimlessly making myself tired and find some work and focus on it, get it done well and get it over. I really got nothing.
我应该 给身旁的人 雪中送炭 还是 雪上加霜？
那么我周围的人又有谁能够牺牲点又默默地为我送炭？
当你有很多朋友时，他们都会在无时无刻中与你有说有笑，
当你落难或困难重重是，你最友好的朋友，全部都袖手旁观，
偷偷地远离了你，你这时才恍然大悟，
你最亲爱的朋友是那么的无情无义，
反而，一个不是你最亲最要好的朋友，
却依依无条件敌对你生出援手，
人世间，情为何物？
Yes, You might be thinking that I am a perfectionist for able to score good daily grade and good understanding test grade in my institution and the question to me is what so perfect where is have nobody to share my achievement with? Just aimlessly making myself tired and find some work and focus on it, get it done well and get it over. I really got nothing.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
87.5% achievement
Here's All my GRADE....:
A little bull shit over the red circle there! Boo!
Nothing Much to Blog About it. Emo'ing at the moment. *o*
Focus = Daily Problem + weekly UT
This week got 2 UT. sianz.
A little bull shit over the red circle there! Boo!Nothing Much to Blog About it. Emo'ing at the moment. *o*
Focus = Daily Problem + weekly UT
This week got 2 UT. sianz.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
PP Presentation Completed
ok...after awaiting for long ... Finally completed my presentation for my PP.
And now that I'm done with my CE and PP. no more worries.
Focus more on my core module now... jiayou everybody!
I hope to see most of my friend in the Academic Roll of Honors List
Especially potential people like jingyu and carson.
OK. back to my PP presentation, abit no confidence.
Clarification to them is not clear enough.
Here are the comment:
Advisor Comments:
Report is nicely done, well organized and detail analysis. Presentation was clear and coherent.
Assessor 1 Comments:
Presentation is clear. Research scope is reasonably sufficient. Reasonably clear interpretation of data within the context. Acceptable recommendations.
Assessor 2 Comments:
A coherently written report with good content and analysis. Presentation is clear and coherent. But student's suggestion to hire a general manager at each restaurant in addition to the restaurant manager is not realistic and not cost effective.
I think with such a comment ... sure will pass de. haha ^..^
Aimlessly directing for me studying in RP.
Trying to Aim for NTU Engineering Computing Science Program!
I definitely dont see myself in those managing businesses anymore, so NO SMU please!
And now that I'm done with my CE and PP. no more worries.
Focus more on my core module now... jiayou everybody!
I hope to see most of my friend in the Academic Roll of Honors List
Especially potential people like jingyu and carson.
OK. back to my PP presentation, abit no confidence.
Clarification to them is not clear enough.
Here are the comment:
Advisor Comments:
Report is nicely done, well organized and detail analysis. Presentation was clear and coherent.
Assessor 1 Comments:
Presentation is clear. Research scope is reasonably sufficient. Reasonably clear interpretation of data within the context. Acceptable recommendations.
Assessor 2 Comments:
A coherently written report with good content and analysis. Presentation is clear and coherent. But student's suggestion to hire a general manager at each restaurant in addition to the restaurant manager is not realistic and not cost effective.
I think with such a comment ... sure will pass de. haha ^..^
Aimlessly directing for me studying in RP.
Trying to Aim for NTU Engineering Computing Science Program!
I definitely dont see myself in those managing businesses anymore, so NO SMU please!
Monday, October 27, 2008
the visit to haziq hse
Jing, CK & me meet at CCK at 10.30am to buy a present for haziq. We walked so many round in lot 1 and we had no ideas what to buy? ? ? ? Belt - dunno haziq got put belt one anot? Animate Watch - Do you think haziq dare to wear it out and there is no other shop that sell nice watch here? Wallet - do you think he need a wallet and if yes, he needs a wallet that can store alot of cards? Soft toy - carrying around with us is so paiseh? THEN, we decide to go arcade walk one round and play then go down again decide again, and jing picked one classic wallet, and ck approved it and i anything. And we 3 shared the cost of the wallet. We called him along picking the present to make sure he wake up from his bed if not we will be sian diao liao. Anyway he did pick up, so no worries.
I slack there see them chiong arcade until 4pm, and walk the long long path that haziq bring us walk to his house which passed by his old previous house and finally we reached his house. We dunno how to address those people in haziq house, so we just try to be warm and have courtesy. now we know that ck love eat curry alot ... bread curry bread curry ... woo... people who know him will understand. haha...
This is the cupCake that haziq mum made for his birthday!
This is the god that have been sitting in haziq living room for long...
This is the Birthday BOY who is pouring water for us.
CK is so shy! Hiding behide haziq!
Our handsome java GOD, Jing!
I stolen Mr.bean bear...
This is what I order @ MOF! Thkz haziq for his treat!
Haziq ordered the biggest cup ice-cream for himself!
Jing ordered some chocolate Sundae!
The main focus is CK ... not me! CK ordered a bowl of red bean with greentea icecream!
I slack there see them chiong arcade until 4pm, and walk the long long path that haziq bring us walk to his house which passed by his old previous house and finally we reached his house. We dunno how to address those people in haziq house, so we just try to be warm and have courtesy. now we know that ck love eat curry alot ... bread curry bread curry ... woo... people who know him will understand. haha...
This is the cupCake that haziq mum made for his birthday!
This is the god that have been sitting in haziq living room for long...
This is the Birthday BOY who is pouring water for us.
CK is so shy! Hiding behide haziq!
Our handsome java GOD, Jing!
I stolen Mr.bean bear...
This is what I order @ MOF! Thkz haziq for his treat!
Haziq ordered the biggest cup ice-cream for himself!
Jing ordered some chocolate Sundae!
The main focus is CK ... not me! CK ordered a bowl of red bean with greentea icecream!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAZIQ. I HOPE WE ALL HAVE A NICE DAY PLAYING AROUND!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Pray for a better day
I went down with my bro to bugis temple to pray for everything to turn out better.
We went down to suntec and transfer bus from there to ngee ann city and we shopped that for the next 2 hrs. We got some harvest back ... a shirt from FOX men @ 15% off and 2 pants from giordano @ 30% off.
MRT-ed home.
We went down to suntec and transfer bus from there to ngee ann city and we shopped that for the next 2 hrs. We got some harvest back ... a shirt from FOX men @ 15% off and 2 pants from giordano @ 30% off.
MRT-ed home.
Friday, October 24, 2008
haziq 18 birthday celebration
the E66M spirit for haziq birthday celebration on friday was not to be missed out. It's was on great fun. I bought one box of chocolate brownie specially for haziq as a birthday cake from the woodland industrial park which took me quite a long time and effort to search from this shop to get this super nice brownie.
Chunxuan prepared butter that haziq use to spread on bread everyday and I prepared 2 small bars of cardury white and milk chocolate and I melt them down to become so sticky and small nice.
haha. Our very new creative invention product. Chocolate Butter Wax which could help haziq to style his hair to the MAX... whaha..obviously it look cool. Not just hair, but also help in facial treatment too. nice one. Steady haziq.
Well, i decided to join haziq jingyu and chunkiat to pon class during 2nd breakout. I know I have not been doing any work since morning and i got a very suck team. well, no more 100buck for php, so dont need to work so hard for 14A anymore. Went to AMK hub arcade to slack until 6+pm and then took train and went home.
Anyway, I also cant believed I did pon class for the day half way. A hardworking student pon class seem like making the sky gonna drop down makes the pig gonna fly soon. Carson commented that i changed liao ... haha ... maybe i shouldnt have pon but anywork p09 change team. hope can i can get working people like carina or huijing. w65d is the worst class i have met compare to my last 3 previous semester classes.
Chunxuan prepared butter that haziq use to spread on bread everyday and I prepared 2 small bars of cardury white and milk chocolate and I melt them down to become so sticky and small nice.
haha. Our very new creative invention product. Chocolate Butter Wax which could help haziq to style his hair to the MAX... whaha..obviously it look cool. Not just hair, but also help in facial treatment too. nice one. Steady haziq.
Well, i decided to join haziq jingyu and chunkiat to pon class during 2nd breakout. I know I have not been doing any work since morning and i got a very suck team. well, no more 100buck for php, so dont need to work so hard for 14A anymore. Went to AMK hub arcade to slack until 6+pm and then took train and went home.
Anyway, I also cant believed I did pon class for the day half way. A hardworking student pon class seem like making the sky gonna drop down makes the pig gonna fly soon. Carson commented that i changed liao ... haha ... maybe i shouldnt have pon but anywork p09 change team. hope can i can get working people like carina or huijing. w65d is the worst class i have met compare to my last 3 previous semester classes.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
LifeLess
I am so LifeLess since the beginning. There is nothing that I want to achieve for Life. Therefore, i would choose the path of abnormal-Xtra-Ordinary Life which is Set my goal to get at least A out of all the module in my 3 years and hit a GPA of >3.5
UT Grade was non-moderated. The overall actual did well. Especially my previous hardworking E66M friend. It wont discourage or being jealous to see them get A for their UT, but it is a kind of motivation the pull me harder to take up the challenge with them. All I hope is most of us can get the 100bucks and make it into Academic Roll of Honor.
I dunno. After coming to the end of the 7th weeks, I still feel that the combination of my class W65D Suck. Hoping the days for tmr would be always better and more colourful. Anyway, if really cannot make it, another 7~8weeks to say byebye to them without any hard feeling and leave happily.
Yesterday went to Support Xiuling for the POL-ITE Badminton competition, but didnt manage to really on time to catch her play. She was kinda SAD for Team Republic as the critical point lay on her to win the match with SP. But, She said she kept hitting the shuttle cork out of the boundary. Anyway, dun take it too hard. I feel that our team republic still lack of team spirit. Yesterday failure is the success of tomorrow.
This week is the last week that PJ will be facilitating in RP and I am going to attend his class soon. haha.
UT Grade was non-moderated. The overall actual did well. Especially my previous hardworking E66M friend. It wont discourage or being jealous to see them get A for their UT, but it is a kind of motivation the pull me harder to take up the challenge with them. All I hope is most of us can get the 100bucks and make it into Academic Roll of Honor.
I dunno. After coming to the end of the 7th weeks, I still feel that the combination of my class W65D Suck. Hoping the days for tmr would be always better and more colourful. Anyway, if really cannot make it, another 7~8weeks to say byebye to them without any hard feeling and leave happily.
Yesterday went to Support Xiuling for the POL-ITE Badminton competition, but didnt manage to really on time to catch her play. She was kinda SAD for Team Republic as the critical point lay on her to win the match with SP. But, She said she kept hitting the shuttle cork out of the boundary. Anyway, dun take it too hard. I feel that our team republic still lack of team spirit. Yesterday failure is the success of tomorrow.
This week is the last week that PJ will be facilitating in RP and I am going to attend his class soon. haha.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
new concept in rp
New concept learn from my friend today to survive an Oscar Awards in daily performance.
What new?
Cannot Convince people? Then Confuse them instead.
Oscar Award would be awaiting for you soon. :)
What new?
Cannot Convince people? Then Confuse them instead.
Oscar Award would be awaiting for you soon. :)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Day after Day
MR JASON TAN YAN SOON. DON'T DRAG ME DOWN BTW YOU AND MARCUS. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO REMIND YOU SOMETHING. IF THIS IS THE WAY HOW YOU TREAT A FRIEND, THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE REFLECT IT IF YOU YOURSELF IS SO CALL A "TRUE" FRIEND. PUT YOURSELF INTO OTHERS PEOPLE SHOES. YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ONE DAY ALL YOUR FRIEND DID THAT TO YOU AND YOU'LL REALLY FEEL SUCK TO THE MAX.
Very Tired. Super Lazy. Extremely Moodless. Being Emo.
UT occurred once weekly. Daily grade still could room for improvement. I know there are people who is jealous on me for scoring so many triangle grade just for the past 12 lessons. I have begin really struggle harder compare to last semester as this semester alot of theory modules. I feel like crying. Life so miserable. Let those who forgotten who am i passes by my life and continue appreciating those who really could see me thru when i am in the darkest part of my particular day. Those who MIA and vanished within a couple of second count as a "true friend". It's sound so true that people all around the world are just biased. They would achieve what they want to have and be practical, realistic. ok. then Just forget me.
People say i too agreesive.
Faci downgrade me because my team member not doing any work. And because i see nobody is doing work. I started to do work. What is wrong with it? It there anything that I want to learn? Why should I waste my time effort and whatever shit on those who like to take free-ride over RP class? Just let them do whatever they want, let them sneak through and get a lousy daily grade and ut grade. Make them retain, let them enjoy the RP slacking life more and rp will earn more in term of financial benefit and contribute back to our society.
Dont come disturb me when I not feeling good. I wont speak much. I give a damn black face. That's my normal expression. Like what serious shit going to strike down.
Birthday game over. Thanks sufiya for the precious gift. Hopefully I can use you gift for writing only MONETARY FIGURE! wahaha. Thanks xiuling for buying me the cake, although i didnt eat the second slice, but your appreaciation really counts! =) Also a thanks for all who wished me a birthday legal age birthday to buy M18 product of movie!
I have beeing de-stressing myself at bowling centre every wed. It's my most rated hobby. I will stay up to hit and get strike weekly.
Well... everything happening right and the wrong timing. That what i can conclude.
Very Tired. Super Lazy. Extremely Moodless. Being Emo.
UT occurred once weekly. Daily grade still could room for improvement. I know there are people who is jealous on me for scoring so many triangle grade just for the past 12 lessons. I have begin really struggle harder compare to last semester as this semester alot of theory modules. I feel like crying. Life so miserable. Let those who forgotten who am i passes by my life and continue appreciating those who really could see me thru when i am in the darkest part of my particular day. Those who MIA and vanished within a couple of second count as a "true friend". It's sound so true that people all around the world are just biased. They would achieve what they want to have and be practical, realistic. ok. then Just forget me.
People say i too agreesive.
Faci downgrade me because my team member not doing any work. And because i see nobody is doing work. I started to do work. What is wrong with it? It there anything that I want to learn? Why should I waste my time effort and whatever shit on those who like to take free-ride over RP class? Just let them do whatever they want, let them sneak through and get a lousy daily grade and ut grade. Make them retain, let them enjoy the RP slacking life more and rp will earn more in term of financial benefit and contribute back to our society.
Dont come disturb me when I not feeling good. I wont speak much. I give a damn black face. That's my normal expression. Like what serious shit going to strike down.
Birthday game over. Thanks sufiya for the precious gift. Hopefully I can use you gift for writing only MONETARY FIGURE! wahaha. Thanks xiuling for buying me the cake, although i didnt eat the second slice, but your appreaciation really counts! =) Also a thanks for all who wished me a birthday legal age birthday to buy M18 product of movie!
I have beeing de-stressing myself at bowling centre every wed. It's my most rated hobby. I will stay up to hit and get strike weekly.
Well... everything happening right and the wrong timing. That what i can conclude.
Monday, September 15, 2008
celebrating adidas original week 2
It's has been a bored dead day over the weekend.
Saturday:
I went down to cityhall to shop again. Raffles city adidas original store. They were celebrating adidas original product and get different painting artist to paint some artistic painting on the theme adidas original. The sale told that they started last week and this was the second week. I bought a new RED jacket ... ahha actually want to get the black collar with red jacket, but they left the last piece for display set, so I wont want it, spenting hundred over buck must definitely get a new piece, unless i really really like the jacket and I will definitely pick the last piece up. Maybe I will be up there again next weekend. It's cool artistic paint. Enjoying life.
Went down to suntec to collect something. shop and shop and shop. But bought nothing actually instead of killing off the time.
Having to train home early evening, I'm catching channel U 7.30pm drama, and I am addicted to watching it ... it's nice and funny.
Sunday:
Wake up see clock = 12pm. slpt for the last half day. Actually want to do revision on week one modules and do a summary review for it as ut's are getting nearer and nearer, but just do lazy to do ittt even a alitttle.
Went to uncle house for dinner as to celebrate grandmother 85 birthday. ok. Total damn bored. Stune there for couple of hours doing nothing. I woundnt feel like going actually.
lantern festival was so quiet ytd. No atmosphere at all. Singaporeans are all so dead.
Shall end here. Looking forward for better things happening instead of staying at unhappy moment.
Saturday:
I went down to cityhall to shop again. Raffles city adidas original store. They were celebrating adidas original product and get different painting artist to paint some artistic painting on the theme adidas original. The sale told that they started last week and this was the second week. I bought a new RED jacket ... ahha actually want to get the black collar with red jacket, but they left the last piece for display set, so I wont want it, spenting hundred over buck must definitely get a new piece, unless i really really like the jacket and I will definitely pick the last piece up. Maybe I will be up there again next weekend. It's cool artistic paint. Enjoying life.
Went down to suntec to collect something. shop and shop and shop. But bought nothing actually instead of killing off the time.
Having to train home early evening, I'm catching channel U 7.30pm drama, and I am addicted to watching it ... it's nice and funny.
Sunday:
Wake up see clock = 12pm. slpt for the last half day. Actually want to do revision on week one modules and do a summary review for it as ut's are getting nearer and nearer, but just do lazy to do ittt even a alitttle.
Went to uncle house for dinner as to celebrate grandmother 85 birthday. ok. Total damn bored. Stune there for couple of hours doing nothing. I woundnt feel like going actually.
lantern festival was so quiet ytd. No atmosphere at all. Singaporeans are all so dead.
Shall end here. Looking forward for better things happening instead of staying at unhappy moment.
Friday, September 12, 2008
year 2 sem 2
ok. It has been the 2nd week of sch in year2 sem2, W65D.
I am not happy with my class.
I sense that this class is very slacking. Not Challenging!
Presentation Silde is Extremely basic and brief.
But I did see a couple of Hardworking mates!
taking 4 modules again.
This time round different story.
1 programming module: PHP
2 theory module: OSC & SAD
1 businessIT module: MIS
Having been struggling hard for all modules.
it so damn tough to solve 80% of the problem.
I hope the days get better.
The dailygrade table says a millions word on my effort.
Recently, quite busying going for talk and workshop.
The word priority and responsiblity come to me all time.
I see friend calling me and start reserving for FYP2.
Not sure if I should join someone who ask me for FYP1.
I still that old word. Recognise Me and I Recognise You!
I prefer having a good true buddy throughout consistently than have a good friend.
I prefer having less good friend than having more buddy.
I prefer having less friend then having more good friend.
In my logic, 1 buddy would be equivalence to 10 good friend.
ok. still dunno how to make decision on my FYP team.
well, everything seem to go thru quite smoothly.
but i sensed something is gonna go wrong soon.
shall emo more.
I give up myself as a friend for someone.
I wasted my precious time treating him as a buddy actually.
I feel so disappointed everytime i wanted to find him.
He give me the unwilling look when he see me.
He reply me whenever he feel happy to reply.
He's being selfish.
He called me to ask for help only.
He is only taking account for his benefit.
Jason should know who I am mentioning.
You know.I Know.He Knows.
Thurs:
-Database Workshop.(fun & relevance)
Wed:
-went bowling with sufiya and jason
-superdog-ed.
-haircuted for me. vivo-ed. kfc-ed @ HC
-trained home.
Tue:
- Polyclinic Talk (dry, boring & Slpy)
Mon:
- Alone home-d.
I am not happy with my class.
I sense that this class is very slacking. Not Challenging!
Presentation Silde is Extremely basic and brief.
But I did see a couple of Hardworking mates!
taking 4 modules again.
This time round different story.
1 programming module: PHP
2 theory module: OSC & SAD
1 businessIT module: MIS
Having been struggling hard for all modules.
it so damn tough to solve 80% of the problem.
I hope the days get better.
The dailygrade table says a millions word on my effort.
Recently, quite busying going for talk and workshop.
The word priority and responsiblity come to me all time.
I see friend calling me and start reserving for FYP2.
Not sure if I should join someone who ask me for FYP1.
I still that old word. Recognise Me and I Recognise You!
I prefer having a good true buddy throughout consistently than have a good friend.
I prefer having less good friend than having more buddy.
I prefer having less friend then having more good friend.
In my logic, 1 buddy would be equivalence to 10 good friend.
ok. still dunno how to make decision on my FYP team.
well, everything seem to go thru quite smoothly.
but i sensed something is gonna go wrong soon.
shall emo more.
I give up myself as a friend for someone.
I wasted my precious time treating him as a buddy actually.
I feel so disappointed everytime i wanted to find him.
He give me the unwilling look when he see me.
He reply me whenever he feel happy to reply.
He's being selfish.
He called me to ask for help only.
He is only taking account for his benefit.
Jason should know who I am mentioning.
You know.I Know.He Knows.
Thurs:
-Database Workshop.(fun & relevance)
Wed:
-went bowling with sufiya and jason
-superdog-ed.
-haircuted for me. vivo-ed. kfc-ed @ HC
-trained home.
Tue:
- Polyclinic Talk (dry, boring & Slpy)
Mon:
- Alone home-d.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
COMEX 2008
COMEX 2008 here. I visited alone. Before going to suntec, i got my way to chinatown de one of the chinese medical hall to get some gastric supplement, wakamoto. And then back to suntec. Seriously alot of people in suntec. Those interested or not interested in buying one all go ... see see also happy, if not wont be so crowded one. I bought a MAXTOR 2.5" 160 GB HDD @ $99 and i feel abit regreted 'cos i should bought some better one that support firewire transfering ... firewire is a better choice as the transfering speed is faster than usb cable.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Working on PP poster
Meet hongwei in rp library at 12pm. Give him some ideas to work on his pp report and as for me, start doing of my poster as my report already approved. I meet Melani faci at around 2pm to ask her for some advise for me pp poster slide and really she given me alot of ideas. She is so great. Chated with her awhile before she went off. She signed 2 year contract in RP and she said the salary was good, just that alot of meeting. She joined cypher club as an advisor. She is going back home(Sri lankra) this coming dec 2008. I also asked her to help me check all my grades ... And she checked it for me in the Admin:
C207 DATABASE : UT4 - A
C208 OOP : UT4 - B+
C215 WEB : UT4 - D+
C225 NETWORKING: UT4 - A
I was so shock when i see the D+ spoiler there ... i dunno how i took the ut4 for web multimedia. My first time getting a D+ in this sem. Nvm. I did not regret about it. I did not like this module.
I rushed to finish my pp slides by 4.30pm as the printing shop closed at 5pm and i made it.
I printed all colour and it cost me $9.60 for 8 pieces which means each piece cost me $1.20.
And I threw my lappy and poster home.
Accompany my so called the "Bestie frenz" hongwei to hougang to cut his hair as he start working at giant this saturday again. So he want to have a good look and good impression for other people. There is a reason y i put the "..." because i dunno where doesnt he stand in me and I dunno if he really treat me as a friend or whatever shit.
Anyway, Environment change, I changed against the environment. But my starting point expectation does not change at all. I am basically a person who meet support from other people and need people to give me recognition. Recognise me as a friend, good friend, classmate, stranger or enermies? I am a weird person who do weird thing and keep myself reserved.
I mention something to hongwei on bus to hougang. I told him I am also a talent in Singapore. Just that I am Reserved, and no opportunities was given to me in my primary and secondary school, that why I am such a loser. And he covered his face.... as if i said something that as if the pig is going fly up the sky.
I reach home 10pm with 2 almond paste. Spent my empty lonely 1 hours travelling back on bus.
As I am looking out the blur glass window of the bus, i feel that i need others to give me some encouragement and moral support, could share my stress and listens to me on what's really going on for me ... oh .. dun get wrong ideas ... I just feeling weak just like a young skinny tree trunk which and just blowed off easily by heavy winds. I have no intention to get a girlfriend currently. Unless there's some special case to case situaition.
Ok. Updated my friendster album also. I'm sleepy.
C207 DATABASE : UT4 - A
C208 OOP : UT4 - B+
C215 WEB : UT4 - D+
C225 NETWORKING: UT4 - A
I was so shock when i see the D+ spoiler there ... i dunno how i took the ut4 for web multimedia. My first time getting a D+ in this sem. Nvm. I did not regret about it. I did not like this module.
I rushed to finish my pp slides by 4.30pm as the printing shop closed at 5pm and i made it.
I printed all colour and it cost me $9.60 for 8 pieces which means each piece cost me $1.20.
And I threw my lappy and poster home.
Accompany my so called the "Bestie frenz" hongwei to hougang to cut his hair as he start working at giant this saturday again. So he want to have a good look and good impression for other people. There is a reason y i put the "..." because i dunno where doesnt he stand in me and I dunno if he really treat me as a friend or whatever shit.
Anyway, Environment change, I changed against the environment. But my starting point expectation does not change at all. I am basically a person who meet support from other people and need people to give me recognition. Recognise me as a friend, good friend, classmate, stranger or enermies? I am a weird person who do weird thing and keep myself reserved.
I mention something to hongwei on bus to hougang. I told him I am also a talent in Singapore. Just that I am Reserved, and no opportunities was given to me in my primary and secondary school, that why I am such a loser. And he covered his face.... as if i said something that as if the pig is going fly up the sky.
I reach home 10pm with 2 almond paste. Spent my empty lonely 1 hours travelling back on bus.
As I am looking out the blur glass window of the bus, i feel that i need others to give me some encouragement and moral support, could share my stress and listens to me on what's really going on for me ... oh .. dun get wrong ideas ... I just feeling weak just like a young skinny tree trunk which and just blowed off easily by heavy winds. I have no intention to get a girlfriend currently. Unless there's some special case to case situaition.
Ok. Updated my friendster album also. I'm sleepy.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Year 2 sem 1 GPA out
Today the overall GPA is out after year 2 sem 1.
AND HERE's HOW I DID:
BEN gay de web module worst ... always kena B. ut also the same. what to do.
I'm aim for the distinction cert for RP.
The requirement is to get GPA 3.5 and above and 12 modules A.
Now i only got 5 modules A. Got to work extremely hard to get 7 modules.
I think i have no chance to get the honor printed in my cert already.
'cos it GPA need to be at least 3.8.
Haiz.
Well, I know I already did my best and others already thinking i going insane doing to well.
And they gonna to think if they could get my grade, it would be nice man.
REGRETED that i did not did well in YEAR 1!!!
AND HERE's HOW I DID:
BEN gay de web module worst ... always kena B. ut also the same. what to do.
I'm aim for the distinction cert for RP.
The requirement is to get GPA 3.5 and above and 12 modules A.
Now i only got 5 modules A. Got to work extremely hard to get 7 modules.
I think i have no chance to get the honor printed in my cert already.
'cos it GPA need to be at least 3.8.
Haiz.
Well, I know I already did my best and others already thinking i going insane doing to well.
And they gonna to think if they could get my grade, it would be nice man.
REGRETED that i did not did well in YEAR 1!!!
Monday, August 25, 2008
E66M SENTOSA TRIP
Early morning wake up, outside so windy, i am feeling cold ...it's so good for sleep inside my nest, getting the feel of warmness. OK. Have to get up early to visit sentosa today. Have my breakfast at BK, then took train down to habourfront to meet carson, samuel, xiuling, chiewling and haziq.
when we were out at the control station, we just realised that carson, samuel, xiuling and me took the same train at the north east line but didnt see anyone in the train as the train got 6 cabins, how coincidence is that going to be. I transfered at Dhoby Ghuat, Xiuling transfered at Outram Park and samuel, carson is direct train from hougang. Chiewling a little bit late, but haziq is the most late one which he said the night before i will be early. We gave up waiting for haziq since he is trap in the bus jam, thus we bring Xiuling to MacDonald's to eat breakfast. Carson and samuel also eatting again but it's for lunch.
Chiewling was saying that the Sentosa Express is a skytrain ... we were like huh ... isnt skytrain only available at changi Airport... then from skytrain to skyline to tram to dunno what.... but it's monorail can liao and make it easily, call it sentosa Express. haha. So move on to take sentosa Express, when they were buying ticket, this mr hong wei called me to ask me regarding his pp, sound so terrible, i am talking to him from buying tickets till reach sentosa siloso beach, until chiewling said can u talk to ur friend later on anot ... then we hang for it. Chiewling saved me from talking so much. lol.
Siloso beach was renovating with new facilities, so the beach now have limited space to play sand activities such like beachball. We started playing beachball over the net and after a while some of the guys there say want join us for the game. They also from RP year 1 and one from np. And so we play quite a while.
Later on samuel and haziq join them for soccer and then carson and chiewling wanna pull samuel down to water... but samuel to strong and got tactic by applying lotion on arms... so carson and haziq both combine force also cannot pull him down.
Move on to took the luge and skyride. You all know I also quite afraid of height, but nvm got so many strong companies, haha, can de make it for the skyride one but the luge, chiewling damn kiasu, chiong so fast ... and then i became the slowest one .... cannot catch up behind ... haha.
After the trip den u know the helmet is damn smelly man. ok. Now we are on budget. All the attraction need entrance fees. So we make full use of the bus transportation and use our foot to walk around. Have some tea-break at delifrance. EAT and SLACK there a while and then walk around round round to take picture.
Back to vivo around 5.45pm. Haiz, didnt manage to have had the dinner with them :( as i got something on. But will hook to all for eating session.
ALL the picture taken by my camera can be found @ AdiGallery!
Next, Chiewling planning to get a resort at sentosa for the coming holiday.
when we were out at the control station, we just realised that carson, samuel, xiuling and me took the same train at the north east line but didnt see anyone in the train as the train got 6 cabins, how coincidence is that going to be. I transfered at Dhoby Ghuat, Xiuling transfered at Outram Park and samuel, carson is direct train from hougang. Chiewling a little bit late, but haziq is the most late one which he said the night before i will be early. We gave up waiting for haziq since he is trap in the bus jam, thus we bring Xiuling to MacDonald's to eat breakfast. Carson and samuel also eatting again but it's for lunch.
Chiewling was saying that the Sentosa Express is a skytrain ... we were like huh ... isnt skytrain only available at changi Airport... then from skytrain to skyline to tram to dunno what.... but it's monorail can liao and make it easily, call it sentosa Express. haha. So move on to take sentosa Express, when they were buying ticket, this mr hong wei called me to ask me regarding his pp, sound so terrible, i am talking to him from buying tickets till reach sentosa siloso beach, until chiewling said can u talk to ur friend later on anot ... then we hang for it. Chiewling saved me from talking so much. lol.
Siloso beach was renovating with new facilities, so the beach now have limited space to play sand activities such like beachball. We started playing beachball over the net and after a while some of the guys there say want join us for the game. They also from RP year 1 and one from np. And so we play quite a while.
Later on samuel and haziq join them for soccer and then carson and chiewling wanna pull samuel down to water... but samuel to strong and got tactic by applying lotion on arms... so carson and haziq both combine force also cannot pull him down.
Move on to took the luge and skyride. You all know I also quite afraid of height, but nvm got so many strong companies, haha, can de make it for the skyride one but the luge, chiewling damn kiasu, chiong so fast ... and then i became the slowest one .... cannot catch up behind ... haha.
After the trip den u know the helmet is damn smelly man. ok. Now we are on budget. All the attraction need entrance fees. So we make full use of the bus transportation and use our foot to walk around. Have some tea-break at delifrance. EAT and SLACK there a while and then walk around round round to take picture.
Back to vivo around 5.45pm. Haiz, didnt manage to have had the dinner with them :( as i got something on. But will hook to all for eating session.
ALL the picture taken by my camera can be found @ AdiGallery!
Next, Chiewling planning to get a resort at sentosa for the coming holiday.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
W15J gathering
It's W15J small gathering. Many people was not able to commit to it. Some last minutes could not make it. Some already cannot make it. Some cannot confirm. Hence this great afternoon, sufiya (the organisor), LuanLuan, Hilyah, Joshua and me turn up only. Although it's quite sad for us to see so few people, but we are able to enjoy ourselves throughout. Sufiya told me that it was better to plan for small group of people comparing to a large of people having BBQ. BBQ gathering really give her a headache, OUCH, sufiya sabo me to organise next gathering. I shall see when the time come wheather to organise it?
Hmm, we had our lunch in Breek! @ Marina Square. Hilyah, Sufiya, Luan and me ordered fish main course except joshua which we said he on diet eat so pasta and he did not finish, really seem to be on diet. We were funny, sufiya and me did not eat vegetable, so we were like passing our mushroom to Luan, and carrot and green pepper to Hilyah, haha. And our plate looks bigger, 'cos less food. XD
Moving on to Suntec City Mall Swensen's for Ice Cream as a dessert after lunch. Joshua have a $20 swensen vouchers to spare us, so we all make full use of it. We excluding Joshua ordered a Giant Earthquake which consist of 8 ice-creams flavours and 8 toppings. This is the show:
We walked back to Marina Square again. And Bowling centre were closed, movie time slot cannot make it as hilyah need to go off by 5pm to pick up his bro at 6pm, so sufiya, joshua and me went to play pool and luan and hilyah dun wanna play pool so they play arcade lol.
Then the pool rounds:
Joshua Vs Sufiya --> Sufiya Winner
Me Vs Sufiya --> Sufiya Winner
Me Vs Sufiya Vs Joshua --> Joshua Winner
1-5, 6-10, 11-15 respectively
After that, see luan and hilyah play parapara Dance lolx.
The video could not be loaded up here. =X
Can always visit my flickr to view it. haha.
The video is so hoorible which taken by me. ... end up the video is horizontal. haix ... bear with it...sorry.... I seldom use my handphone take video.
After that walk around there and took photo ... feel thirsty and went to mcd to have a drinks that and chat chat. That all. It's 5pm. Moving home.
Can view more picture at my gallery.
Hmm, we had our lunch in Breek! @ Marina Square. Hilyah, Sufiya, Luan and me ordered fish main course except joshua which we said he on diet eat so pasta and he did not finish, really seem to be on diet. We were funny, sufiya and me did not eat vegetable, so we were like passing our mushroom to Luan, and carrot and green pepper to Hilyah, haha. And our plate looks bigger, 'cos less food. XD
Moving on to Suntec City Mall Swensen's for Ice Cream as a dessert after lunch. Joshua have a $20 swensen vouchers to spare us, so we all make full use of it. We excluding Joshua ordered a Giant Earthquake which consist of 8 ice-creams flavours and 8 toppings. This is the show:
We walked back to Marina Square again. And Bowling centre were closed, movie time slot cannot make it as hilyah need to go off by 5pm to pick up his bro at 6pm, so sufiya, joshua and me went to play pool and luan and hilyah dun wanna play pool so they play arcade lol.
Then the pool rounds:
Joshua Vs Sufiya --> Sufiya Winner
Me Vs Sufiya --> Sufiya Winner
Me Vs Sufiya Vs Joshua --> Joshua Winner
1-5, 6-10, 11-15 respectively
After that, see luan and hilyah play parapara Dance lolx.
The video could not be loaded up here. =X
Can always visit my flickr to view it. haha.
The video is so hoorible which taken by me. ... end up the video is horizontal. haix ... bear with it...sorry.... I seldom use my handphone take video.
After that walk around there and took photo ... feel thirsty and went to mcd to have a drinks that and chat chat. That all. It's 5pm. Moving home.
Can view more picture at my gallery.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
2nd week of holiday
Nothing much happening around. Have been trying to visit fish and co restaurant to ask for more but everytime i visit them, it's always alot of people, i scared they not happy as they are all so busy around, so didnt clear my doubt for my pp yet. I will find one day wake up earlier and visit them before lunch hours to aviod those peak period.
I went to seafood harvest at bugis junction. The service is just terrible. I dun like. Keep asking people to order thing. I go one time i scared of their services already. I wont visit them anymore.
Extremely happy =)))) ... waited so long for all the ut3 Grade to come out:
hopefully ut4 grade dont disappoint me much.
I am sure next monday or tuesday the new class rooter would be out. So just to be Alert to it.
Nothing much for all those problems also. I dropped all my burden. I hope tomorrow will be a better and brighter day. One Life, Live It. Take it easy and Let go easy. Forgive and Forget. Rest and Relax.
Singtel launch it Iphone price plan. Singtel is going CRAZY. They are selling S$698 for 2 years i-One Plus plan. which is almost hitting S$700. Comparing US$199 with Singapore S$698. Ok, i decide to give up buying now, now only await for the price to drop more and more till X'mas, then I should consider buying an Iphone worth any value to me.
Well. Be happy =)
Sincere Apology and sorry to YanSoon if you think I really mean to hurt you directly with my mouth of words.
I went to seafood harvest at bugis junction. The service is just terrible. I dun like. Keep asking people to order thing. I go one time i scared of their services already. I wont visit them anymore.
Extremely happy =)))) ... waited so long for all the ut3 Grade to come out:
hopefully ut4 grade dont disappoint me much.
I am sure next monday or tuesday the new class rooter would be out. So just to be Alert to it.
Nothing much for all those problems also. I dropped all my burden. I hope tomorrow will be a better and brighter day. One Life, Live It. Take it easy and Let go easy. Forgive and Forget. Rest and Relax.
Singtel launch it Iphone price plan. Singtel is going CRAZY. They are selling S$698 for 2 years i-One Plus plan. which is almost hitting S$700. Comparing US$199 with Singapore S$698. Ok, i decide to give up buying now, now only await for the price to drop more and more till X'mas, then I should consider buying an Iphone worth any value to me.
Well. Be happy =)
Sincere Apology and sorry to YanSoon if you think I really mean to hurt you directly with my mouth of words.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
jason problem
I still prefer quiet and peaceful environment over time. I should have talk and comment lesser. I did not want to say anymore, it tired, it's really tired till the extreme. I might speak more straightforward to some people most of the time, and for sure that as a friend, you knew for it that I am straightfoward, you should know how to accept it and make him less straightforward. He always tell me he got alot of problems coming around him, but have he realise that all this problems is his own problematic character that causes the rise for every single problem? He got his FIXED perception for people. He wants people to contributes to his own benefit and make it sound everything you doing or supporting him is always the right things, but in return, when u ask him for something, he wont bother you much. He only do what he feel like doing. Complaining most of the things in very nice way, think that you are a very pro complainer, pro attituder and pro when socialising with people. In fact, I find him looking down on people which doesnt match his "normal" people requirement.
For only this post, i will point out 1st example:
He has this fixed perspective that when they all comment something on me, I will feel unhappy.
Asbtract: "and now, i say him, marcus say him too. and his reaction? not happy la of cos. he can say people, people cannot say him."
--> Look at his thought, it doesnt really match what i am talking. If you are not PRO at reading people mind, pls dun try reading it. You are definitely putting you own definition thought on others people. I am sure we all know that we have mouth to say other but no mouth to say ourselves. Ask yourself, when other people say you, u feel tulan, and you feedback on others, they are not happy with your comment on them also. If you cant change your own styles, then dun even bother ask others to change their styles. You can accept their styles and I promise I would compromise to accept also. My perspective is that I did not feel unhappy when hearing comment, but I am sure that I need time to reflect and digest those comment. I feel glad hearing about it as you are my mirrors feedbacking points to me.
2nd Example:
His perspective: Others must wait for him, but he cant wait for people and yet he complained.
Abstract: "people can wait for him buy 4D, but he cannot wait for people the same timing, except is another thing."
--> I never never request people to wait for me to buy 4D, most of the time is hongwei wanna go buy 4D, and you all are willing to go along also and now you are trying to dig out all the bad things at me and push all the blame and fault to me. Is this fair? And I still remembered he once said he dun like people to dig out all the things that people did for him last time, but see what you are doing now? I am sure that most of you words and actions contradicts your ownself without you yourself noticing most of the time.
Everytime I talk to you, I did not go dig out history and try not to mention anything in the past because I know you wont like it. I do support what you are doing sometime and compromise your character and styles. I never expect you to change anythings, not because you are perfect, it because everyone have their own character and own unique styles.
Complaining alot is another things. I think i would only like to highlight some of the points.
Talk too fast = complain.
React too slow = complain.
Mentioning alot of stuff at one go = complain.
Going deep in single stuff at one go = complain.
People speak straightforward = complain.
People dont wait for him = complain.
People ask him to wait = complain.
He is definitely pushing off him fault to all others people around him. He feel so proud that he call himself MATURE. I bet all of you who know me, knew that I am suck at communicating, therefore when you feel that you dun feel like talking to me, what the points of talking to you again. No point = meaningless.
Upholding my integrity, I did take you as a true friend at the beginning, but after awhile, I start doubting you as a true friend, until now, I know I am not a true friend to you after I have so many question mark in my mind for long and without an answer. I know that we should keep in distant to maintain our relationship as a RP classmate unless you think keeping me as a friend worth the value in your heart.
Dare to comment thing on your blog but did remove me in your blog viewing allowlist?
What is this trying to infer?
And who doesnt someone refer to?
If you think we there is room for us to clarify about our problem in a calm relaxing mood and talk nicely to each other, otherwise, not happy = forget it. Dont make each other feel like living in miserable darkness with all this problems continue floating. I leave the decision whether if I am still consider as your friend to you. We all need to move on. Be stranger, Be enermy, Be classmate, Be friend or Be true friend, you decide.
Sometimes I wonder if people would say the same things if they tried on different people shoes.
We are all too comfort in our own shoes, and that the main reason we are in a comfort zone. Whether people would still say the same things if they were put in a different position. it's very easy to judge or make snide remarks as an outsider, but when you are the one going through it, it's a different story, isn't it? So I do understand what is going on. All can try comment about it.
For only this post, i will point out 1st example:
He has this fixed perspective that when they all comment something on me, I will feel unhappy.
Asbtract: "and now, i say him, marcus say him too. and his reaction? not happy la of cos. he can say people, people cannot say him."
--> Look at his thought, it doesnt really match what i am talking. If you are not PRO at reading people mind, pls dun try reading it. You are definitely putting you own definition thought on others people. I am sure we all know that we have mouth to say other but no mouth to say ourselves. Ask yourself, when other people say you, u feel tulan, and you feedback on others, they are not happy with your comment on them also. If you cant change your own styles, then dun even bother ask others to change their styles. You can accept their styles and I promise I would compromise to accept also. My perspective is that I did not feel unhappy when hearing comment, but I am sure that I need time to reflect and digest those comment. I feel glad hearing about it as you are my mirrors feedbacking points to me.
2nd Example:
His perspective: Others must wait for him, but he cant wait for people and yet he complained.
Abstract: "people can wait for him buy 4D, but he cannot wait for people the same timing, except is another thing."
--> I never never request people to wait for me to buy 4D, most of the time is hongwei wanna go buy 4D, and you all are willing to go along also and now you are trying to dig out all the bad things at me and push all the blame and fault to me. Is this fair? And I still remembered he once said he dun like people to dig out all the things that people did for him last time, but see what you are doing now? I am sure that most of you words and actions contradicts your ownself without you yourself noticing most of the time.
Everytime I talk to you, I did not go dig out history and try not to mention anything in the past because I know you wont like it. I do support what you are doing sometime and compromise your character and styles. I never expect you to change anythings, not because you are perfect, it because everyone have their own character and own unique styles.
Complaining alot is another things. I think i would only like to highlight some of the points.
Talk too fast = complain.
React too slow = complain.
Mentioning alot of stuff at one go = complain.
Going deep in single stuff at one go = complain.
People speak straightforward = complain.
People dont wait for him = complain.
People ask him to wait = complain.
He is definitely pushing off him fault to all others people around him. He feel so proud that he call himself MATURE. I bet all of you who know me, knew that I am suck at communicating, therefore when you feel that you dun feel like talking to me, what the points of talking to you again. No point = meaningless.
Upholding my integrity, I did take you as a true friend at the beginning, but after awhile, I start doubting you as a true friend, until now, I know I am not a true friend to you after I have so many question mark in my mind for long and without an answer. I know that we should keep in distant to maintain our relationship as a RP classmate unless you think keeping me as a friend worth the value in your heart.
Dare to comment thing on your blog but did remove me in your blog viewing allowlist?
What is this trying to infer?
And who doesnt someone refer to?
If you think we there is room for us to clarify about our problem in a calm relaxing mood and talk nicely to each other, otherwise, not happy = forget it. Dont make each other feel like living in miserable darkness with all this problems continue floating. I leave the decision whether if I am still consider as your friend to you. We all need to move on. Be stranger, Be enermy, Be classmate, Be friend or Be true friend, you decide.
Sometimes I wonder if people would say the same things if they tried on different people shoes.
We are all too comfort in our own shoes, and that the main reason we are in a comfort zone. Whether people would still say the same things if they were put in a different position. it's very easy to judge or make snide remarks as an outsider, but when you are the one going through it, it's a different story, isn't it? So I do understand what is going on. All can try comment about it.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Holiday Day 03
I went to Suntec today to find out more on fish and co prices. PP advisor want me to find out the range, so I go fish and co eat their new york fish and chips while finding out more. I noticed they got 2 menus, one is the yellow one which is lunch menu and the other one is the blue menu, for all other time. And the of course the price in the yellow menu is far more cheaper than the blue menu.
I found one screw inside my pan of fish and chip, i got feedback to them when they want to collect by pan back, then the waiter go show his manager the screw, then the manager come ask me is it on the fish or outside the fish, so i tell me it's outside mixed with the fries. Then he ask me if I want to get a replacement of a new pan, then i very honest say no! WTF! should have request for it ask them pack it up so i can bring home. But in end, they give me 10% off, i only footed $10.60 for a pan of fish and chips.
I walked around suntec for awhile, too full and lazy to walk, so dragging my feet around harris bookstore and some CD store and Adidas Store. Then linked back to marina square to bowl for 2 game, 1st game score 64 and 2nd game score 100.
Head down to citylink adidas store and bought a cool climate short which cost me $55 and then down to orchard adidas performance store to get the lime black slipper at $42.
And then nothing to shopping, therefore home sweet home for the day.
My blog finally 75% done with it. Template all done. Left with all those information havent put in. I am still finding my best info to fix into my adidas worlds blog for myself as a Adidas Supporter!
I found one screw inside my pan of fish and chip, i got feedback to them when they want to collect by pan back, then the waiter go show his manager the screw, then the manager come ask me is it on the fish or outside the fish, so i tell me it's outside mixed with the fries. Then he ask me if I want to get a replacement of a new pan, then i very honest say no! WTF! should have request for it ask them pack it up so i can bring home. But in end, they give me 10% off, i only footed $10.60 for a pan of fish and chips.
I walked around suntec for awhile, too full and lazy to walk, so dragging my feet around harris bookstore and some CD store and Adidas Store. Then linked back to marina square to bowl for 2 game, 1st game score 64 and 2nd game score 100.
Head down to citylink adidas store and bought a cool climate short which cost me $55 and then down to orchard adidas performance store to get the lime black slipper at $42.
And then nothing to shopping, therefore home sweet home for the day.
My blog finally 75% done with it. Template all done. Left with all those information havent put in. I am still finding my best info to fix into my adidas worlds blog for myself as a Adidas Supporter!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
last day of E66M
Today is the last day of year 2 sem 1. It's web mulitmedia lesson and Ben gay nv come again. The problem is so difficult to solve and since it is the last day of school, everyone is so lazy and so slack. Haziq is chionging to solve the problem but kena influence by us cos we all decided to leave after 2nd meeting. The botak relief faci so sian one, almost the same as ben gay, damn slack.
First break out, haziq say wanna go lobster house eat breakfast, but sad case not open. We went to E1 foodcourt to eat then. The TRCC café keeps attracting haqiz to visit them. There is some stupid people in RP, hanging a Super Mario brick at the exit sign board in south agora attracting people attention. After breakfast, we reach class on time for 2nd meeting. Haziq finished his template then but faci dun let him present, say present at 3rd meeting. Then he keep wanting to present to get a grade but in the end also nv stay to present.
Around 1.30pm we left the class, cos the faci will come back class early according to those who came on P15 as this is the 2nd time he relief our class. Xiu ling said she going for meeting and will be back in half an hour time, but we wait until 1.20pm already, she still not back yet, therefore our Carson very good one, help her pack her thing and pass it to her friend who is in the opposite class.
Carson didn’t follow us go eat swensen’s as he thot that we called off those plan. Jing didn’t follow us go eat swensen’s also as he will be sending he gf home after school. Actually, chunkiat also dun wanna go, but haziq keep convince him to go, so in the end he went. We went into swensen’s and sit, only 2pm. Shit. Student happy deal only start at 2.30pm. We took our own sweet time to decide what ice-cream to eat and meanwhile we chat and ordered a fries to keep us going before they chasing us out for taking so long to decide what to order.
We order 2sets of student ice-cream deal which consist of 2 sundaes in a meal. Alex and huihan will share cos if order 1 more set will be 6 sundae already, scared cannot finish. Anyway, I promised them I am footing the bill for all the ice-cream. Total bill only $30. Price very reasonable for student happy hour slot!
Haziq bring us to bukit batok CSC, and treat us for bowling and pool. I long time nv play bowling, and so not on form, didn’t throw the score well. In the end still haziq the winner, followed by chunkiat, alex, me and huihan. After one game of bowling then we go play pool, first haziq vs alex, second haziq vs chunkiat, third haziq vs me and lastly haziq vs huihan. Haziq is the all round table winner. Haha. Jing-yu nv play with us. He just join us and watch for fun.
It’s was a good enjoyment for the last day of the semester and feel so happy that still able to see them come and go out together to play. Well, it’s time to pick up a rest. Rest Well ALL! XD
First break out, haziq say wanna go lobster house eat breakfast, but sad case not open. We went to E1 foodcourt to eat then. The TRCC café keeps attracting haqiz to visit them. There is some stupid people in RP, hanging a Super Mario brick at the exit sign board in south agora attracting people attention. After breakfast, we reach class on time for 2nd meeting. Haziq finished his template then but faci dun let him present, say present at 3rd meeting. Then he keep wanting to present to get a grade but in the end also nv stay to present.
Around 1.30pm we left the class, cos the faci will come back class early according to those who came on P15 as this is the 2nd time he relief our class. Xiu ling said she going for meeting and will be back in half an hour time, but we wait until 1.20pm already, she still not back yet, therefore our Carson very good one, help her pack her thing and pass it to her friend who is in the opposite class.
Carson didn’t follow us go eat swensen’s as he thot that we called off those plan. Jing didn’t follow us go eat swensen’s also as he will be sending he gf home after school. Actually, chunkiat also dun wanna go, but haziq keep convince him to go, so in the end he went. We went into swensen’s and sit, only 2pm. Shit. Student happy deal only start at 2.30pm. We took our own sweet time to decide what ice-cream to eat and meanwhile we chat and ordered a fries to keep us going before they chasing us out for taking so long to decide what to order.
We order 2sets of student ice-cream deal which consist of 2 sundaes in a meal. Alex and huihan will share cos if order 1 more set will be 6 sundae already, scared cannot finish. Anyway, I promised them I am footing the bill for all the ice-cream. Total bill only $30. Price very reasonable for student happy hour slot!
Haziq bring us to bukit batok CSC, and treat us for bowling and pool. I long time nv play bowling, and so not on form, didn’t throw the score well. In the end still haziq the winner, followed by chunkiat, alex, me and huihan. After one game of bowling then we go play pool, first haziq vs alex, second haziq vs chunkiat, third haziq vs me and lastly haziq vs huihan. Haziq is the all round table winner. Haha. Jing-yu nv play with us. He just join us and watch for fun.
It’s was a good enjoyment for the last day of the semester and feel so happy that still able to see them come and go out together to play. Well, it’s time to pick up a rest. Rest Well ALL! XD
Friday, July 25, 2008
marcus problem.
Random question passes through my mind:
1. How can one make me trust one's is my true friend?
2. Is there really factor such as Forever Friendship or Forever Enemy?
3. Should I have a talk with marcus?
4. Should I accept marcus?
5. If I would make compromises toward him, would he do the same toward me too?
6. What if some problem occur in future again?
7. Is the consequences I going to face greater than now?
8. Should I really classify people accordingly?
9. Is my biasness fair to my surrounding people?
10. How people treat me and I will treat back them the same way?
11. Rather to be lonely or open up for togetherness?
12. Should I protect myself up or get stabbing/hurting from others?
What should I really do? No direction at all.
Maybe time is the best healer.
and time will give us the result.
analyse the problem needs time.
Let recap back:
01/07/2008
m: my first priority is hongwei
m: i like his big dick
m: =.=
m: and his hairy ass
m: so i stick to him
m: like superglue
m: and I don't mind it when you call me gay
m: because I <3 Hong Wei 1314
m: 3344..
m: heh
hw: FUCK
m: O.o
me: enough?
m: lawl
m: very funny mah
m: hahahaha
m: wth sia
me: ur speech of freedom
m: k noted
me: see
me: marcus korkor is going to be biased again
m: are you the real qinzhi?
m: oh shiet..
m: LAWL
m: y ya
m: you can prioritize hong wei
m: why I cannot prioritize ann or jason or henry?
m: why?
m: because what
m: you gay ijit
m: =.=
me: i can also priortise marcus korkor if u want
m: nehmind
m: chiu can stick to hong wei
me: special request
m: ^^
j: LOL
j: -_-
m: from now till eternity
m: in sickness and in health
me: at least there is concern and care
me: as a human
j: -_-
me: 人之初，性本善
m: engrish pl0x
me: i bet marcus korkor wont understand
m: srsly la
m: we all know you is prioritize hong wei
m: we follow you
m: cannot meh?
m: i prioritize jason
me: i also noe u priortise jason ma
m: why cannot?
j: LOL
m: why?
me: can la
me: y cannot
me: i nv say cannot
m: then?
m: why make so much noise =.=
me: did u hear me say cannot?
me: did i
j: -_-
me: ??
m: then why you make so much noise?
m: say what
me: u r the one who making noise for me
m: i biased
m: everytime say so loud
m: say what
m: ANN MROE IMPORTANT LOR
m: say till so sarcastic
me: i like say waht
m: please
me: cannot arh
m: you don't have to say it directly
m: we can hear
m: from the TONE
m: we aren't tone deaf
m: we aren't retards
m: oh please
m: seriously
m: and you always make fun of me
m: calling em rich kid
m: saying all the bullshit
m: saying i screw ann all day long
m: saying i will retain
m: saying this and that
m: every little thing I do
me: not happy not happy
m: i get criticised
me: lor
me: i also ma
m: you know how difficult is it?
m: oh come on
m: seriously
me: same go for me too
m: please just change can?
m: i won't criticise you if you hadn't made me look like a fool
me: u want me to change for u
m: not for me
m: FOR YS
m: US*
m: US
m: for goodness sake
m: please
m: it's not a YOU
m: it's and US
m: there is a difference
m: I'm not a selfish prickly brat
me: sorry i cant do that
me: u not happy
me: u business le
me: i rather live peacefully
m: we can't live peacefully if you keep criticising us
INSPIRED HW(I) - ...I also 12 days....Muwhahhaha has left the conversation.
m: seriously
m: what i do with ann
m: or what I buy
m: or when i go out with my friends
m: or what I do with my friends
m: or what i eat
m: or whether I come to school or not
j: we left
m: isn't that my liberty?
j: he*
m: only hong wei left
m: .=
03/07/2008
me: at least i know my hongwei korkor treat me better than how jason treat u.
me: and dun ever compare me with jason.
m: just say hongwei
m: why do you have to use the word
m: "kor kor"
m: why why why?
me: if not have not creating enough trouble ...
m: why do you have to add the kor kor behind?
m: it's very dedundant and it sounds wrong
me: it's my business
m: ok
m: call him in your own privacy
m: y do u have to care so much what i call him
m: not infront of us?
m: hello?
m: you know how gay it sounds
m: seriously
me: den u can just close ur ear
m: you don't even know how jason treats me
m: and please
m: no one needs special treatment
me: as if
m: at least jason doesn't ignore my calls on purpose
me: for u
m: and I don't bother jason by calling him 24/7
m: and such
m: how about you?
me: that is what u know from surface
m: if it is already so gay on the surface
me: i jus dun bother to care so much
m: i really can't imagine what is it actually like
me: ok
m: how about making senseless comments?
me: i have enough from u ...
m: like calling us rich and all that whenever we spend money
m: hello
me: u happy also can
m: i only get 350 bucks a month
m: ok
me:not happy also can
m: now it's not me leh
m: whatever u like to say
m: zzzz
m: i can't believe i say so much
me: i am not as free as u complaining so much also
m: and these are the only words you can tell me?
m: then chat with hong wei very free la
me: so...?
m: like i said
m: even if he is your best friend
me: i told u already
m: do you have to tell the whole world about it?
me: whatever u like u say
m: EXCUSE ME
m: i am ranting
m: ABOUT YOU
me: i am not like jason going to bother about it so much
m: and you don't even give a damn?
m: hello?
m: we bother about what people say about us
m: because we want to become better people
m: how about you?
me: den go bother lor
m: stop dwelling in insolence
m: and arrogance
me: i just dun bother
m: please
me: i rest have enough
me: *really
m: what don't bother?
m: is it too much for you to start with?
m: we just tell you where you need to change
m: and you give us attitude?
m: hello?/
m: ?
me: dun we here and ther
m: what is this man
m: do you even take us as friend?
me: only we
me: we
me: we
me: we
me: we
m: me and jason and hong wei
m: three of us
m: do you even take us as friends?
m: hong wei dare not speak up to you
m: because he scared
m: you will cannot take it
m: ok
m: truth is
m: we all find you very well..
m: you know la
m: abit too intimate
m: and not in a good way
me: forget it
m: what forget it?
m: telling to forget about a friend?
m: i'm sorry
m: i can't do that
m: i'm just telling you
m:to change
m: as a friend
m: for our sake
m: is that too difficult?
me: u can say until u happy
m: you know why am I afraid to see you?
m: you know why am I so afraid when you touch me?
m: you know why?
m: ask yourself
m: your actions
m: your words
me: then dun c
m: not that i want to
m: what don't see
m: sorry
m: like I said
m: once i know a person
m: i know that person for life
m: i can't just pretend the person don't exist at all
m: i know for you
m: hong wei is enuff
m: not for me
m: i don't want to lose a friend
m: but i swear
m: there are things that you do
m: that makes me very scared
m: very very scared
m: understand or not?
m: it
me: whether u exist today anot as my friend... i still have to move forward
m: it's not like
m: i can hide it
m: you can choose to move forward
m: everyone has to
m: and even now
m: we are in the process of moving on
m: each second
m: whatever it is
m: i really just want you to change
m: please?
m: i can see that
m: when hong wei is around
m: and when he isn;t
m: you are two different persons
m: i think you know that too
m: even ann can sense that ok
m: please la
m: instead of just ignoring me
m: can you please
m: put some thoughts into my words?
m: please qinzhi please
m: i beg you ok?
m: need me kneel down infront of you or not?
m: please
me: oh ... i am not worth for u to kneel down
me: and i am not that big
m: but you get my idea right?
m: seriously please la
m: haiz
m: nevermind
m: i'll just pray that either i get over it
m: or you'll put thoughts into my words
m: please
m: i hate to lose a friend
me: we shall see
me: as if i like to
It's sound very contradicted. I am confused.
Am I a valueless friend to your?!....
It's time to do some soul-search in me.
1. How can one make me trust one's is my true friend?
2. Is there really factor such as Forever Friendship or Forever Enemy?
3. Should I have a talk with marcus?
4. Should I accept marcus?
5. If I would make compromises toward him, would he do the same toward me too?
6. What if some problem occur in future again?
7. Is the consequences I going to face greater than now?
8. Should I really classify people accordingly?
9. Is my biasness fair to my surrounding people?
10. How people treat me and I will treat back them the same way?
11. Rather to be lonely or open up for togetherness?
12. Should I protect myself up or get stabbing/hurting from others?
What should I really do? No direction at all.
Maybe time is the best healer.
and time will give us the result.
analyse the problem needs time.
Let recap back:
01/07/2008
m: my first priority is hongwei
m: i like his big dick
m: =.=
m: and his hairy ass
m: so i stick to him
m: like superglue
m: and I don't mind it when you call me gay
m: because I <3 Hong Wei 1314
m: 3344..
m: heh
hw: FUCK
m: O.o
me: enough?
m: lawl
m: very funny mah
m: hahahaha
m: wth sia
me: ur speech of freedom
m: k noted
me: see
me: marcus korkor is going to be biased again
m: are you the real qinzhi?
m: oh shiet..
m: LAWL
m: y ya
m: you can prioritize hong wei
m: why I cannot prioritize ann or jason or henry?
m: why?
m: because what
m: you gay ijit
m: =.=
me: i can also priortise marcus korkor if u want
m: nehmind
m: chiu can stick to hong wei
me: special request
m: ^^
j: LOL
j: -_-
m: from now till eternity
m: in sickness and in health
me: at least there is concern and care
me: as a human
j: -_-
me: 人之初，性本善
m: engrish pl0x
me: i bet marcus korkor wont understand
m: srsly la
m: we all know you is prioritize hong wei
m: we follow you
m: cannot meh?
m: i prioritize jason
me: i also noe u priortise jason ma
m: why cannot?
j: LOL
m: why?
me: can la
me: y cannot
me: i nv say cannot
m: then?
m: why make so much noise =.=
me: did u hear me say cannot?
me: did i
j: -_-
me: ??
m: then why you make so much noise?
m: say what
me: u r the one who making noise for me
m: i biased
m: everytime say so loud
m: say what
m: ANN MROE IMPORTANT LOR
m: say till so sarcastic
me: i like say waht
m: please
me: cannot arh
m: you don't have to say it directly
m: we can hear
m: from the TONE
m: we aren't tone deaf
m: we aren't retards
m: oh please
m: seriously
m: and you always make fun of me
m: calling em rich kid
m: saying all the bullshit
m: saying i screw ann all day long
m: saying i will retain
m: saying this and that
m: every little thing I do
me: not happy not happy
m: i get criticised
me: lor
me: i also ma
m: you know how difficult is it?
m: oh come on
m: seriously
me: same go for me too
m: please just change can?
m: i won't criticise you if you hadn't made me look like a fool
me: u want me to change for u
m: not for me
m: FOR YS
m: US*
m: US
m: for goodness sake
m: please
m: it's not a YOU
m: it's and US
m: there is a difference
m: I'm not a selfish prickly brat
me: sorry i cant do that
me: u not happy
me: u business le
me: i rather live peacefully
m: we can't live peacefully if you keep criticising us
INSPIRED HW(I) - ...I also 12 days....Muwhahhaha has left the conversation.
m: seriously
m: what i do with ann
m: or what I buy
m: or when i go out with my friends
m: or what I do with my friends
m: or what i eat
m: or whether I come to school or not
j: we left
m: isn't that my liberty?
j: he*
m: only hong wei left
m: .=
03/07/2008
me: at least i know my hongwei korkor treat me better than how jason treat u.
me: and dun ever compare me with jason.
m: just say hongwei
m: why do you have to use the word
m: "kor kor"
m: why why why?
me: if not have not creating enough trouble ...
m: why do you have to add the kor kor behind?
m: it's very dedundant and it sounds wrong
me: it's my business
m: ok
m: call him in your own privacy
m: y do u have to care so much what i call him
m: not infront of us?
m: hello?
m: you know how gay it sounds
m: seriously
me: den u can just close ur ear
m: you don't even know how jason treats me
m: and please
m: no one needs special treatment
me: as if
m: at least jason doesn't ignore my calls on purpose
me: for u
m: and I don't bother jason by calling him 24/7
m: and such
m: how about you?
me: that is what u know from surface
m: if it is already so gay on the surface
me: i jus dun bother to care so much
m: i really can't imagine what is it actually like
me: ok
m: how about making senseless comments?
me: i have enough from u ...
m: like calling us rich and all that whenever we spend money
m: hello
me: u happy also can
m: i only get 350 bucks a month
m: ok
me:not happy also can
m: now it's not me leh
m: whatever u like to say
m: zzzz
m: i can't believe i say so much
me: i am not as free as u complaining so much also
m: and these are the only words you can tell me?
m: then chat with hong wei very free la
me: so...?
m: like i said
m: even if he is your best friend
me: i told u already
m: do you have to tell the whole world about it?
me: whatever u like u say
m: EXCUSE ME
m: i am ranting
m: ABOUT YOU
me: i am not like jason going to bother about it so much
m: and you don't even give a damn?
m: hello?
m: we bother about what people say about us
m: because we want to become better people
m: how about you?
me: den go bother lor
m: stop dwelling in insolence
m: and arrogance
me: i just dun bother
m: please
me: i rest have enough
me: *really
m: what don't bother?
m: is it too much for you to start with?
m: we just tell you where you need to change
m: and you give us attitude?
m: hello?/
m: ?
me: dun we here and ther
m: what is this man
m: do you even take us as friend?
me: only we
me: we
me: we
me: we
me: we
m: me and jason and hong wei
m: three of us
m: do you even take us as friends?
m: hong wei dare not speak up to you
m: because he scared
m: you will cannot take it
m: ok
m: truth is
m: we all find you very well..
m: you know la
m: abit too intimate
m: and not in a good way
me: forget it
m: what forget it?
m: telling to forget about a friend?
m: i'm sorry
m: i can't do that
m: i'm just telling you
m:to change
m: as a friend
m: for our sake
m: is that too difficult?
me: u can say until u happy
m: you know why am I afraid to see you?
m: you know why am I so afraid when you touch me?
m: you know why?
m: ask yourself
m: your actions
m: your words
me: then dun c
m: not that i want to
m: what don't see
m: sorry
m: like I said
m: once i know a person
m: i know that person for life
m: i can't just pretend the person don't exist at all
m: i know for you
m: hong wei is enuff
m: not for me
m: i don't want to lose a friend
m: but i swear
m: there are things that you do
m: that makes me very scared
m: very very scared
m: understand or not?
m: it
me: whether u exist today anot as my friend... i still have to move forward
m: it's not like
m: i can hide it
m: you can choose to move forward
m: everyone has to
m: and even now
m: we are in the process of moving on
m: each second
m: whatever it is
m: i really just want you to change
m: please?
m: i can see that
m: when hong wei is around
m: and when he isn;t
m: you are two different persons
m: i think you know that too
m: even ann can sense that ok
m: please la
m: instead of just ignoring me
m: can you please
m: put some thoughts into my words?
m: please qinzhi please
m: i beg you ok?
m: need me kneel down infront of you or not?
m: please
me: oh ... i am not worth for u to kneel down
me: and i am not that big
m: but you get my idea right?
m: seriously please la
m: haiz
m: nevermind
m: i'll just pray that either i get over it
m: or you'll put thoughts into my words
m: please
m: i hate to lose a friend
me: we shall see
me: as if i like to
It's sound very contradicted. I am confused.
Am I a valueless friend to your?!....
It's time to do some soul-search in me.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
This seem to be quite cool.
Reference from YanSoon Blog.
What your name stands for!
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T: Awesome kisser.
O: Fuckin crazy.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
Q: You are a hypocrite.
I: Easy to be with.
N:Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
I: Easy to be with.
------------------------------------------------------
A: Yor're loyal to those you love.
B. You like people.
C: You are really silly.
D: You like to eat.
E: You like to play with cat.
F: You are dead sexy.
G: You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
I: Easy to be with.
J: People Adore you.
K: You're wild and crazy.
L: Everyone loves you.
M: Best kisser ever.
N: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
O: Fuckin crazy.
P: You are popular with all types of people.
Q: You are a hypocrite.
R: You like to drink.
S: Easy to fall love with.
T: Awesome kisser.
U:
V: Awesome in bed.
W: You are very broad minded.
X: You love sports.
Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.
Reference from YanSoon Blog.
What your name stands for!
------------------------------------------------------
T: Awesome kisser.
O: Fuckin crazy.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
Q: You are a hypocrite.
I: Easy to be with.
N:Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
I: Easy to be with.
------------------------------------------------------
A: Yor're loyal to those you love.
B. You like people.
C: You are really silly.
D: You like to eat.
E: You like to play with cat.
F: You are dead sexy.
G: You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
I: Easy to be with.
J: People Adore you.
K: You're wild and crazy.
L: Everyone loves you.
M: Best kisser ever.
N: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
O: Fuckin crazy.
P: You are popular with all types of people.
Q: You are a hypocrite.
R: You like to drink.
S: Easy to fall love with.
T: Awesome kisser.
U:
V: Awesome in bed.
W: You are very broad minded.
X: You love sports.
Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
PP
oop OO. meet up yansoon at je regional library early morning at 10am. I force myself to fall out of bed with the noise from the phone alarm. The birds were not chipping todays. Birds need to rest during the weekend too. PP draft submission deadline is close. A 10 days countdown to reach hell. Produce a 2000 words report within 2 weeks, it must be some crap report created by me. Early morning showered, breakfasted, rushed off house, caught the train on time. Buy 4D at the ntuc fairprice there, the system went sot. my 4D paper stuck inside the machine. the machine dont seem to like my paper. I was stucked with the aunties for 10mins. And it's 10am. Now library have more people camping there. I wasnt able to find a table and with chair and a pluck for power. It is not a good place for laptop user unlike from woodland regional library, there is power pluck all around the floor. haha. ok. anyway. it's free public place with free aircon and power supply, so not going to compare much.
ok. Dun mention about PP. it's like a deadly tree kena hitted by lightning. A tree with a deadly trunk and all branches without a single leaves available. yansoon was fast to start his SWOT analysis fast. Strength and weakness done for him. ME?! haix. 900 wordings on Introduction. This crazy man. haha. I seriously dunno what to do. I am stuck with the SWOT analysis. People is a doing well for this around me. SHIT. I am lost. Will slowly find my own way there with lovely peepo around.
Well. Have had a lunch with yansoon at JEC. KFC Variety Value Meal. ok. Honestly, I dont think it is value enough. It's still so expensive. Why do i say so? It is because the Shroom Value meal is only $3. Variety Value meal = Shroom Value Meal + 1 piece of chicken + 2 small shrimp nugget = $5.95! No special price at all what. Nvm, since it is a place for filling our stomach, maybe it is worth of eating it. Queued for 20mins for ordering. Mountain dew (: requested by yansoon. Ordered 2 sets of variety value meal, top-up $2.80 to change the whip-potato to cheese-fries. Total $14.70. Of course I am not that good at eating, so one set for me and one set for yansoon la. He said he wanted to share the meal with me, but i got the feeling that he is hungry and sharing portion of it is not enough for him. Since I am still able to afford, why not buy a meal for my good friend? Anyway, it's not tearing up my fresh right. haha. :) No complain for good friend when appreaciation come alive. No complain doesnt mean No comment. It's 2 different things.
I found out some of my classmate are quite generous. Even we are not close, some of them can be so generous that buying waffle treating us. ok. A little bits of sharing, sometime makes all people around us and the person itself happy if u simplified it. If you think complicatedly, then u might think there is any motive behind this person and what are they trying to do next? wahaha.
ok.tomorrow is ut day again. UT4 started, which mean semester is coming to the end. :(
tired. goodniteZ.
hopefully no crowd for bus in the morning.
ok. Dun mention about PP. it's like a deadly tree kena hitted by lightning. A tree with a deadly trunk and all branches without a single leaves available. yansoon was fast to start his SWOT analysis fast. Strength and weakness done for him. ME?! haix. 900 wordings on Introduction. This crazy man. haha. I seriously dunno what to do. I am stuck with the SWOT analysis. People is a doing well for this around me. SHIT. I am lost. Will slowly find my own way there with lovely peepo around.
Well. Have had a lunch with yansoon at JEC. KFC Variety Value Meal. ok. Honestly, I dont think it is value enough. It's still so expensive. Why do i say so? It is because the Shroom Value meal is only $3. Variety Value meal = Shroom Value Meal + 1 piece of chicken + 2 small shrimp nugget = $5.95! No special price at all what. Nvm, since it is a place for filling our stomach, maybe it is worth of eating it. Queued for 20mins for ordering. Mountain dew (: requested by yansoon. Ordered 2 sets of variety value meal, top-up $2.80 to change the whip-potato to cheese-fries. Total $14.70. Of course I am not that good at eating, so one set for me and one set for yansoon la. He said he wanted to share the meal with me, but i got the feeling that he is hungry and sharing portion of it is not enough for him. Since I am still able to afford, why not buy a meal for my good friend? Anyway, it's not tearing up my fresh right. haha. :) No complain for good friend when appreaciation come alive. No complain doesnt mean No comment. It's 2 different things.
I found out some of my classmate are quite generous. Even we are not close, some of them can be so generous that buying waffle treating us. ok. A little bits of sharing, sometime makes all people around us and the person itself happy if u simplified it. If you think complicatedly, then u might think there is any motive behind this person and what are they trying to do next? wahaha.
ok.tomorrow is ut day again. UT4 started, which mean semester is coming to the end. :(
tired. goodniteZ.
hopefully no crowd for bus in the morning.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
getting far apart for hongwei
If you are not see me around in school for at least once in a week, or I have not ask to meet you or date you for whatsoever reason, Means something is wrong.
After meeting up hongwei for doing PP yesterday, no space in woodland regional library, so went back to rp, ok this is the not main point i wanna talk about, I found out I am slowly moving far apart(not that close) from hongwei le. I also learn to have the heckcare attitude. By not bothering much, it would be a more simple day in school. I know who appreaciate me and who does not. ok well. I am moving onward and forward.
平时如果不烧香，即时才来抱佛脚 --> 对我是不管用的!
After meeting up hongwei for doing PP yesterday, no space in woodland regional library, so went back to rp, ok this is the not main point i wanna talk about, I found out I am slowly moving far apart(not that close) from hongwei le. I also learn to have the heckcare attitude. By not bothering much, it would be a more simple day in school. I know who appreaciate me and who does not. ok well. I am moving onward and forward.
平时如果不烧香，即时才来抱佛脚 --> 对我是不管用的!
Monday, July 14, 2008
worst morning.
I dunno today morning is what big day. Early morning so many people fighting for bus at the custom there affecting my bus 911. I hate it man. The people is so damn selfish la. Benz-bus ... people all dun wan move to the back de leh.... dunno the front 2 doors got a lots of gold for them to pick up izzit?! I waited for half an hour, 1 normal bus - FULL, 1 benz-bus - FULL, 1 benz-bus - Partial FULL only leh... i thot of climbing up from the exit door when people alight ... but i thot there is another benz-bus following up behind and shouldnt be full, 'cos it's quite late le... haix.
Today database problem link to last week de ... last week i sick... nv come sch to try out the problem and i didnt even bother to try at home, so i dun think i understand what to do today.
And today there is a STUPID web MultiMedia UT3 going on in the afternoon. Dunno what to study, 'cos there is nothing to study in the 6P's.... this is my weaker module out of all the modules I am taking.
Ok... lesson time going to start. I most probably going to slack today. aiming for B for today's problem nia.
Today database problem link to last week de ... last week i sick... nv come sch to try out the problem and i didnt even bother to try at home, so i dun think i understand what to do today.
And today there is a STUPID web MultiMedia UT3 going on in the afternoon. Dunno what to study, 'cos there is nothing to study in the 6P's.... this is my weaker module out of all the modules I am taking.
Ok... lesson time going to start. I most probably going to slack today. aiming for B for today's problem nia.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
New burger from burgerking
i think ytd wasted one whole morning till afternoon. I was chatting with hongwei about webmultimedia and helping me to calculate the current gpa. It's was a bad gpa score until now. hopefully he really be more serious buck-up this work as i dun want to see he would need to re-take or retain like someone else. And PP draft submission deadline is coming in 3 weeks time, yet i still stuck at introduction and then left untouch. so i think this wed will drag out hongwei to accompany do together and we aim to finish at least 1500words, so by the following week we can spent another 1 day doing the 500words and make so molification if necessary to make it look better.
At around 4+pm, went to ttsh with my bro and mum to visit my ah ma arh. After some operation to remove a few stone, make her looks more energetic, but she say inside still quite pain. Saw my cousin and aunt. heard that my cousin went to JC to exercise teaching for fun, then i was suggesting her to come to republic poly to teach after she got her degree and get some easy pay... then her mum was being so SARCASTIC la.... ask me"你那么厉害，以后你自己去教啦！”! WTF ... i was like i was giving her a better suggestion to faciliate in rp if she consider to teach in primary or secondary school, faciliate in rp really very easy job ma... meeting1,2+6p nia.
Ok. then went to novena square burgerking and tried the new swiss and french burger. It was damn nice delicious .... if u got passby burgerking ... really must go try... haha... it suit me because there is no vegetable in the burger. hoho. :) It's cost $6.45 for a set meal. well the burger is big enough, so it's quite reasonable to eat it.
As for 4D, 9919 open le...starter leh.. i nv buy for a few weeks le den open. shit 4d la. my 2nd aunt buy $1 until now, so she tio $250 lor. sian.
today early morning wake le jio chiong to woodland civic ntuc to buy 4D le. Tml $2 scratch last day of sales le, so decided to spend $20 for 10 to try my luck. then get some daily need like brands inner shine and blalaabaaba.
At home quickly scratch scratch scratch..... haix .. sian all near near de .... really cannot buy one lor.... i buy 10, only 2 pieces got matched. 1st piece got $4 and 2nd piece got $2. Total $6. WTH. Still lost singaporepool $14 sia. sian diao. not going to buy scratch anymore. at least let me scratch a $10 la.... lor... hehe. nvm... i not happy so must 发泄 a little bit on other things. And after scratching, although is a lost ... but i am feeling better now.
Actually I got alot alot of things in my mind and alot alot of feeling in my heart and couldnt find any good listener to hear my heart and mind. i always feel difficult. nv nv suggest to me to talk to anyone in my family. they are not in the generation that allows their child to talk and share with them like a friend de. parent means parent. child is not suppose to cross over the parent border. it's too conventional. no joking with parent, if not disrespect. i dunno. i heckcare. i rather dun talk. nobody care when i need help. jason asked me to help myself if i need help :(
k. tml got web multimedia UT3. I hate this module la... it's module content is so crappy. like not learning objective one. sian. i also very lazy to study for it lor. it's of freaking sian for the problem topic. what to do. another 3 problems to ton before i say byebye to web multimedia lesson. :)
At around 4+pm, went to ttsh with my bro and mum to visit my ah ma arh. After some operation to remove a few stone, make her looks more energetic, but she say inside still quite pain. Saw my cousin and aunt. heard that my cousin went to JC to exercise teaching for fun, then i was suggesting her to come to republic poly to teach after she got her degree and get some easy pay... then her mum was being so SARCASTIC la.... ask me"你那么厉害，以后你自己去教啦！”! WTF ... i was like i was giving her a better suggestion to faciliate in rp if she consider to teach in primary or secondary school, faciliate in rp really very easy job ma... meeting1,2+6p nia.
Ok. then went to novena square burgerking and tried the new swiss and french burger. It was damn nice delicious .... if u got passby burgerking ... really must go try... haha... it suit me because there is no vegetable in the burger. hoho. :) It's cost $6.45 for a set meal. well the burger is big enough, so it's quite reasonable to eat it.
As for 4D, 9919 open le...starter leh.. i nv buy for a few weeks le den open. shit 4d la. my 2nd aunt buy $1 until now, so she tio $250 lor. sian.
today early morning wake le jio chiong to woodland civic ntuc to buy 4D le. Tml $2 scratch last day of sales le, so decided to spend $20 for 10 to try my luck. then get some daily need like brands inner shine and blalaabaaba.
At home quickly scratch scratch scratch..... haix .. sian all near near de .... really cannot buy one lor.... i buy 10, only 2 pieces got matched. 1st piece got $4 and 2nd piece got $2. Total $6. WTH. Still lost singaporepool $14 sia. sian diao. not going to buy scratch anymore. at least let me scratch a $10 la.... lor... hehe. nvm... i not happy so must 发泄 a little bit on other things. And after scratching, although is a lost ... but i am feeling better now.
Actually I got alot alot of things in my mind and alot alot of feeling in my heart and couldnt find any good listener to hear my heart and mind. i always feel difficult. nv nv suggest to me to talk to anyone in my family. they are not in the generation that allows their child to talk and share with them like a friend de. parent means parent. child is not suppose to cross over the parent border. it's too conventional. no joking with parent, if not disrespect. i dunno. i heckcare. i rather dun talk. nobody care when i need help. jason asked me to help myself if i need help :(
k. tml got web multimedia UT3. I hate this module la... it's module content is so crappy. like not learning objective one. sian. i also very lazy to study for it lor. it's of freaking sian for the problem topic. what to do. another 3 problems to ton before i say byebye to web multimedia lesson. :)
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
java competition
after lunching at home, went off to meet edmond, jingyu, chunkiat,carson in sch w6 foodcourt at 12pm to get ready for java competition at 2pm.... they all very kan chiong one... so kan chiong until keep nagging about the competition. So 2pm start briefing on the competition. 3 individual questions at 15mins each and a total of 60% and 1 team question at 30mins and a total of 40%.
ok. after completed for the competition and the result is publish, and here is my result:
edmond didnt manage to score even 0.1% out of 60% and he is so sad that he got 0.00% after putting so much effort to go and revise his java for the past few days. carson score 3.33% out of the 60% which is same as me.
our class sent 2 teams and cannot even make it. It's throwing our own face there and throwing our faci face. So in order not to be so no face walking out of the class, we decided not to wait and walk off the class without waiting for them to announce the result and do the prize giving.
ok. anyway the competition ends here. shall not mention abt it. Got 2/3 DA for extra.
ok. after completed for the competition and the result is publish, and here is my result:
| Question | Individual (60%) |
| 1 | 0 (0%) |
| 2 | 5 (3.33%) |
| 3 | 0 (0%) |
| Team (40%) | |
| 4 | 10 (10%) |
| Total: | 12% (individual + team) |
edmond didnt manage to score even 0.1% out of 60% and he is so sad that he got 0.00% after putting so much effort to go and revise his java for the past few days. carson score 3.33% out of the 60% which is same as me.
our class sent 2 teams and cannot even make it. It's throwing our own face there and throwing our faci face. So in order not to be so no face walking out of the class, we decided not to wait and walk off the class without waiting for them to announce the result and do the prize giving.
ok. anyway the competition ends here. shall not mention abt it. Got 2/3 DA for extra.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
hmm...tired.
Looking thru being a child is a Person PRIME time. As a child in the childhood, this is always a well concept that pretty well works for that, " After a sleep, forget yesterday, look forward tml as tml will be a brighter day again". But as we grow up along the years, getting more stress, more pressure, more peer issues, more money issues, more relationship issue, more health issues and more here and there and etc ..... forever forever ... increasing issues, just like world inflation going on ... which mean NO deflation is ALLOWED.
Although I am getting older like going to be 18th in the couple of months:
Although I am getting older like going to be 18th in the couple of months:
- I tend to keep my mindset like a child ..... as simple as possibe, simplified all complicated things that occur nowadays.
- I just want to be like a kids, I just want my surrounding people, friends, etc to concern and care and appreciate me more. I may look strong and independence, however, I also need others to give me some support to make me stand firmly.
- I am also heckcaring all things going round and round more ... giving me a full bags of burien ... getting stressful ... and i know i couldnt overcome all this issues going on.
- I am also avoiding many many thing just like a kids, got frightened easily and afraid to contact with people.
- I want to talk like a little kids, speak out my honest feeling in my mind, expression all my feeling whether my happiness or unhappiness. I want to be straightfoward also, it's look so fake and complicated whenever need to be so fake to the surrounding and lying over ourselves.
- Just treat me like a KIDDY ... haha ... dont need to care and worry so much at all.
- WHY KIDZ? kidz expectation is very low. Got people care and concern me i happy liao.
- Being Naive, give big love to all people is the most wonderful things in the world.
Just went to TTSH to visit my grandmother, ok it's giving her a suffering time at the current age of 86 as doctor just realise that she got some stones stuck in the gall bladder, making her pain and struggling to fall a few times. Looking at her face expression that she doesnt look ok at all. Although she is in pain, but she try's to hide it from all of us ... as she dun want us to worry for her. But it is quite sad and heart pain that, when she pain until cannot tahan le still dun want to tell us making us more extremely worried. Going for operation would of course have it own risk. Actually i am quite scared also. I really dunno what will happen. But bless that everything could move on smoothly.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
problem here and there
i duno duno and duno.
i am very vexed.
i dun want to care anymore.
i leaving unsettle alone.
i am avoiding it also.
whether i gay anot,
it's how u see it.
i just know i am a deep feeling animal
that can concern, care and worry
alot alot at the same time for others.
you just cant take away my emotional character.
i hate people that have multiple heads.
i hate people who complain others complain alot
and yet they themselves complain alot also.
at time, friends need to understand each other
and accept by compromising each other.
i am not entertaining a crap shit by "WE" anymore.
happy or sad. whether be friend anot. accept or decline?
it is just part and passes.
Life have to move onward and forward.
Sample logic:
You treat me as friend and prioritise me at time
then i will return u the same things.
Just imagine when u need help most of the time,
your friend give you
boths of his/her hand to help you. BUT
what if you need his/her help and
they find excuses for this and that.
how would u feel?
everything must come with a very minimum RETURN.
DONT EXPECT FREE LUNCH DROP FROM SKY.
a simple comment can make thing go complicated.
like i simple comment from my mouth can let
people feel that i am sarcastic and criticising them.
what to do when i mean i am not?
One recent example would be from jason,
friday, after school, walking toward interchange, 5.10pm.
jason mention that,
"if marcus could give him a meal treat, anywhere he also
can accompany him go."
so here come my PERSPECTIVE:
"what makes a true friend on-going?", i asked myself.
does it have to be something beneficial to you then
you prioritise it?
SEE, simple comment right?
It really give me a BIG thought about it.
I am just point out what I feel the the moment
so dun feel offended and that y i didnt say it out
directly to u when u say that comment.
Let me bring back to thursday.
I was walking alone back towards the traffic light
and suddenly someone spotted me and ask me
a SENSITIVE question ... :
"WHERE ARE ALL YOUR BEST FRIENDS?"
I was stuned for the couple of second.
I ponder how I should answer.
And the best answer is not to Answer.
Skppied his question which AZMI asked.
VERY FAKELY answering his few questions.
Azmi: "How are you going in school?"
me: "ok. well asusual, fine"
--> actual true answer was ...
alot of problem going on... it's a tough times.
I am just regarding hongwei like one of my kin brother.
why u need to make the entire world so messy
and create millions of crap trouble for people.
I'm just calling him as a brother.
兄弟能够情同手足。
朋友只能尽力而为。
And as if you are so jealous about it and making
world war 3 coming and the entire world
going to collapse making everybody so vexed.
Declaring to the entire world remind me and others
our identity and roles.
So at anytime of reminding, it's give me a clear
role and identity who am i toward somebody.
it doesnt mean anouncing doesnt make one's
a true person or friend.
You can always check with your own soul.
Afterall, I think I have make myself clear enough.
Any personal perspective and thought want to
clear with me can talk to me.
i am very vexed.
i dun want to care anymore.
i leaving unsettle alone.
i am avoiding it also.
whether i gay anot,
it's how u see it.
i just know i am a deep feeling animal
that can concern, care and worry
alot alot at the same time for others.
you just cant take away my emotional character.
i hate people that have multiple heads.
i hate people who complain others complain alot
and yet they themselves complain alot also.
at time, friends need to understand each other
and accept by compromising each other.
i am not entertaining a crap shit by "WE" anymore.
happy or sad. whether be friend anot. accept or decline?
it is just part and passes.
Life have to move onward and forward.
Sample logic:
You treat me as friend and prioritise me at time
then i will return u the same things.
Just imagine when u need help most of the time,
your friend give you
boths of his/her hand to help you. BUT
what if you need his/her help and
they find excuses for this and that.
how would u feel?
everything must come with a very minimum RETURN.
DONT EXPECT FREE LUNCH DROP FROM SKY.
a simple comment can make thing go complicated.
like i simple comment from my mouth can let
people feel that i am sarcastic and criticising them.
what to do when i mean i am not?
One recent example would be from jason,
friday, after school, walking toward interchange, 5.10pm.
jason mention that,
"if marcus could give him a meal treat, anywhere he also
can accompany him go."
so here come my PERSPECTIVE:
"what makes a true friend on-going?", i asked myself.
does it have to be something beneficial to you then
you prioritise it?
SEE, simple comment right?
It really give me a BIG thought about it.
I am just point out what I feel the the moment
so dun feel offended and that y i didnt say it out
directly to u when u say that comment.
Let me bring back to thursday.
I was walking alone back towards the traffic light
and suddenly someone spotted me and ask me
a SENSITIVE question ... :
"WHERE ARE ALL YOUR BEST FRIENDS?"
I was stuned for the couple of second.
I ponder how I should answer.
And the best answer is not to Answer.
Skppied his question which AZMI asked.
VERY FAKELY answering his few questions.
Azmi: "How are you going in school?"
me: "ok. well asusual, fine"
--> actual true answer was ...
alot of problem going on... it's a tough times.
I am just regarding hongwei like one of my kin brother.
why u need to make the entire world so messy
and create millions of crap trouble for people.
I'm just calling him as a brother.
兄弟能够情同手足。
朋友只能尽力而为。
And as if you are so jealous about it and making
world war 3 coming and the entire world
going to collapse making everybody so vexed.
Declaring to the entire world remind me and others
our identity and roles.
So at anytime of reminding, it's give me a clear
role and identity who am i toward somebody.
it doesnt mean anouncing doesnt make one's
a true person or friend.
You can always check with your own soul.
Afterall, I think I have make myself clear enough.
Any personal perspective and thought want to
clear with me can talk to me.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
I having a hair-splitting feeling
I am having a hair-splitting feeling toward all people around me now. I could not differentiate between my dearest people around me to stranger. It's make me feel no different if I am around anot.
Likewise making no difference, I have been calling hongwei as my dearest korkor because my senses tell me that he is a important person playing a important role to me. I doubted myself quite often because I want to have a stable role. And until now, sometime I dunno if I am doing it right; sometime I dunno if korkor really considered me part of his didi and give some concern and help when I need the most. It's best if i could get some answer from your heart.
That's also part of the reason why I dun want to get myself invole in a BGR in this stage of time. I have hard feeling for people around me when I am close with them. It make me so concern about them. I'm a person who want to give the first love and last love together to someone. I am just like a emotional animal who need to know that there're still other animal who can recognise me by giving me a recognition and appreciation feeling.
It's very sad to say that why should I be so concern and understand others people situaition so much like those aunties in the market where there isnt anyone to try to understand, concern and help me when I need it when I am feeling so low sometime.
Sometime I just dun want to say my feeling out because when i tell jason, he thinks that I think-too-much-ness and marcus will say I am complaining again and korkor has no reaction. I always feel so extra when I am with jason-marcus. Sometime, I really feel like avoiding them and be peaceful alone. I know korkor wouldnt have bother about all this, but i care.
谁无情就别怪我对谁无情。
你不人，就别怪我无意。
Likewise making no difference, I have been calling hongwei as my dearest korkor because my senses tell me that he is a important person playing a important role to me. I doubted myself quite often because I want to have a stable role. And until now, sometime I dunno if I am doing it right; sometime I dunno if korkor really considered me part of his didi and give some concern and help when I need the most. It's best if i could get some answer from your heart.
That's also part of the reason why I dun want to get myself invole in a BGR in this stage of time. I have hard feeling for people around me when I am close with them. It make me so concern about them. I'm a person who want to give the first love and last love together to someone. I am just like a emotional animal who need to know that there're still other animal who can recognise me by giving me a recognition and appreciation feeling.
It's very sad to say that why should I be so concern and understand others people situaition so much like those aunties in the market where there isnt anyone to try to understand, concern and help me when I need it when I am feeling so low sometime.
Sometime I just dun want to say my feeling out because when i tell jason, he thinks that I think-too-much-ness and marcus will say I am complaining again and korkor has no reaction. I always feel so extra when I am with jason-marcus. Sometime, I really feel like avoiding them and be peaceful alone. I know korkor wouldnt have bother about all this, but i care.
谁无情就别怪我对谁无情。
你不人，就别怪我无意。
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Hougang haircut
Since marcus is not going for the haircut with us and couldnt reach jason on friday night. KorKor & Me had decided to go down to HOUGANG there for a haircut. It's a small salon beside Cheer. of course i got go there cut before and have the feel of professional haircut because the aunty is professional in cutting layer hair until thin thin .... haha :)
It's cost us $12 each ... no choice inflation so price increase lor.
Actually last time is 10 bucks nia.
I hope KORKOR is not having a HEART pain after paying the additional 2 bucks and hope that he is really happy with the type of thinnest he want to have.
It should worth it more if the aunty cut suisui acording to what u want.
Went to the coffee shop nearby where korkor say the western food got alot of people queuing for it de and those people is those chao ah beng come out from jail de ... I see le also quite scared la of course ... haha ... try to but more polite when buying and asking for another pair of fork and knife for korkor. ok the fish and chips i order really taste nice ... it is really nicer than the fish and co one ma ... it bet u eat le ... will order another plate de ... It's only $5.50 nia and it really alot alot ... and i got korkor to help me clear those beans and vege. Then he told his mum that i eat leftover de then give korkor eat ... like I being his didi do until so pathetic, make my korkor eat my leftover food. I just want to share something nice with korkor because I consider and appreaciate hongwei as my korkor and NOT TO ILL-TREAT him.
Walk walk around with korkor at hougang mall until 6pm from the top level to basement ntuc area where it's really change alot. The ntuc jackpot and Zone X had gone.
Took bus 27 back with korkor to tampines and I got to his house there de foodcourt to dabao a sweet and sour pork and horfun for dinner back home. Then 168 just nice come and I just aboard and going home.
It's cost us $12 each ... no choice inflation so price increase lor.
Actually last time is 10 bucks nia.
I hope KORKOR is not having a HEART pain after paying the additional 2 bucks and hope that he is really happy with the type of thinnest he want to have.
It should worth it more if the aunty cut suisui acording to what u want.
Went to the coffee shop nearby where korkor say the western food got alot of people queuing for it de and those people is those chao ah beng come out from jail de ... I see le also quite scared la of course ... haha ... try to but more polite when buying and asking for another pair of fork and knife for korkor. ok the fish and chips i order really taste nice ... it is really nicer than the fish and co one ma ... it bet u eat le ... will order another plate de ... It's only $5.50 nia and it really alot alot ... and i got korkor to help me clear those beans and vege. Then he told his mum that i eat leftover de then give korkor eat ... like I being his didi do until so pathetic, make my korkor eat my leftover food. I just want to share something nice with korkor because I consider and appreaciate hongwei as my korkor and NOT TO ILL-TREAT him.
Walk walk around with korkor at hougang mall until 6pm from the top level to basement ntuc area where it's really change alot. The ntuc jackpot and Zone X had gone.
Took bus 27 back with korkor to tampines and I got to his house there de foodcourt to dabao a sweet and sour pork and horfun for dinner back home. Then 168 just nice come and I just aboard and going home.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
E!hub Kbox Trial
I went down to korkor house with my brother and vegetable at around 1pm. korkor was talking about game(dota) to my brother. And korkor trying to call kbox to check with them the k-happy or k-golden timing because it's not a little bit suspicious on the $10 promotion. And we went to talk bus 21 to downtown east. Have had a lunch at macDonald's. 3 People = $19+.
Followed by going up to kbox @ E!hub to check it out. The person in-charge said it was just a opening trial at $10, so they only open until 11pm, and is like only 7pm till 9pm or 8pm till 11pm? as they only have 10 room availabe on hand. Called marcus to confirm with him if he really coming down anot. So after confirm marcus coming down then we book the room first for the 8-11pm slot.
Spent 1-2hrs playing puzzle machine at Zone X touching beautiful lady.... and some basketball throwing exercise.
After walking so many round and it was so boring and tiring, we took a seat in @ NewYorkNewYork cafe for dinner.
in there got quite afew of babe for u to enjoy while eating ... so do check it out.
next we are waiting for marcus to come because it is almost 8pm and here we are still taking picture. THIS IS MY BEST KORKOR AVAILABLE IN TOWN.
after taking picture, i found that i had 4 missed call dunno from who ... so my best korkor help me to call back and ask them and found out that it's kbox. haha.
ok marcus ask us to go in and sing first .... but it's terrible for room 16 ... no AIR-CON.
So after 1 hrs of singing ... they did notice our big reaction of hotness ... the make a changing of room to us to room 32 ... wahaha
after the 3 hrs of singing at kbox ... marcus when to BK again to eat his dinner. the person servicing at the counter was like so fierce la.... [i'm selling burger not teacher teaching in school] haha what lame crap is that ... not standard service quality.
Marcus actually want to wait till his dad to pick him up to changi airport to fetch his mum and brother back from aust. But later on, he changed his mind and say dun mind accompany us and we go changi airport rot over the night. Then we were finding bus that goes to the airport but dunno bus 89 got go there, ending up tooking a cab there ... hahaha ... we are the blessed kidz!
Cabbed there for 7 bucks inclusive of marcus sponsoring 2buck.
Terminal 3 ... Terminal 2 ... Terminal 1 ... skytrain here and there.
Emo'ing kidz over here while taking skytrain.
ok marcus have been very afraid of me taking picture of him.
When we were sitting at terminal 2, korkor asked marcus for psp. And for that moment, he just found that his psp gone case ... dunno where it had been gone ... kbox? cab? porpety chicken resturant? or somewhere else. I feel so sad for him, i know if i did not ask him out for kbox ... den he wouldnt have lost his dearest psp which cost him some fresh meat from his body of 400 buck.
then when i like go near him ... he is like so scared or what la ... as if i will EAT him up... so I also dunno if i should go close toward him or just keep a distance with him???question mark?
tonned at MacDonald's @ T2 for the next 3 hrs for the first train home. chat chat, eat eat and drink drink there.
Trained home and sleep then.
Followed by going up to kbox @ E!hub to check it out. The person in-charge said it was just a opening trial at $10, so they only open until 11pm, and is like only 7pm till 9pm or 8pm till 11pm? as they only have 10 room availabe on hand. Called marcus to confirm with him if he really coming down anot. So after confirm marcus coming down then we book the room first for the 8-11pm slot.
Spent 1-2hrs playing puzzle machine at Zone X touching beautiful lady.... and some basketball throwing exercise.
After walking so many round and it was so boring and tiring, we took a seat in @ NewYorkNewYork cafe for dinner.
in there got quite afew of babe for u to enjoy while eating ... so do check it out.
next we are waiting for marcus to come because it is almost 8pm and here we are still taking picture. THIS IS MY BEST KORKOR AVAILABLE IN TOWN.
after taking picture, i found that i had 4 missed call dunno from who ... so my best korkor help me to call back and ask them and found out that it's kbox. haha.
ok marcus ask us to go in and sing first .... but it's terrible for room 16 ... no AIR-CON.
So after 1 hrs of singing ... they did notice our big reaction of hotness ... the make a changing of room to us to room 32 ... wahaha
after the 3 hrs of singing at kbox ... marcus when to BK again to eat his dinner. the person servicing at the counter was like so fierce la.... [i'm selling burger not teacher teaching in school] haha what lame crap is that ... not standard service quality.
Marcus actually want to wait till his dad to pick him up to changi airport to fetch his mum and brother back from aust. But later on, he changed his mind and say dun mind accompany us and we go changi airport rot over the night. Then we were finding bus that goes to the airport but dunno bus 89 got go there, ending up tooking a cab there ... hahaha ... we are the blessed kidz!
Cabbed there for 7 bucks inclusive of marcus sponsoring 2buck.
Terminal 3 ... Terminal 2 ... Terminal 1 ... skytrain here and there.
Emo'ing kidz over here while taking skytrain.
ok marcus have been very afraid of me taking picture of him.
When we were sitting at terminal 2, korkor asked marcus for psp. And for that moment, he just found that his psp gone case ... dunno where it had been gone ... kbox? cab? porpety chicken resturant? or somewhere else. I feel so sad for him, i know if i did not ask him out for kbox ... den he wouldnt have lost his dearest psp which cost him some fresh meat from his body of 400 buck.
then when i like go near him ... he is like so scared or what la ... as if i will EAT him up... so I also dunno if i should go close toward him or just keep a distance with him???question mark?
tonned at MacDonald's @ T2 for the next 3 hrs for the first train home. chat chat, eat eat and drink drink there.
Trained home and sleep then.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Garlaskin Competition
I was angry at the platform today because nobody call me to inform me where and when to meet. Only when I was at platform waiting for train while I was calling marcus and he picked up the call and told me that he meeting jason at jurong east @ 3.30pm and will be late for sure, but I am already at the platform setting off, so I took the opposite direction train to je after talking to marcus. marcus reached around 4.15pm and i nagged at him with an unfair tone toward him and I feel so bad about it when he didnt do anything wrong and just because he thought that I went down with henry earlier.
marcus have had his lunch at BK and we moved on to walk around PS as it's rainning out there. We walked there when the rain is mostly gone toward the Grand Cathay. Marcus did prepare a poster "Henry Go!" to support henry. However, it sad to see that henry didnt make it to the final top 10. Anyway, u had given your best try and effort, keep it up, I'm sure u will be the top 3 next year.
Walk back to PS again to have some ice-cream at gelara cafe. Ordered 2 waffles with 2 scope of ice-cream each and 1 spagetti ... dunno how to spell.. and dun nid to correct me. I was intaking some ice-cream to cool me and my anger down again. I told jason to feel free to clear any doubt he his with me .... for recent unhappiness.... and he said nothing much and just the 2 things....
ok... but i still feel like there is a big gap over us which means things are turning sour but we are just leaving there... i dunno .. this is my feelings. because i know our distance is getting far apart without fail.
Moving down to cineleisure as marcus wanted to buy his favourite toy all along. And took 111 and accompany jason back to queentown. and we transfer to train from there...
everything is getting cold and colder. it's going to be fine one day.
marcus have had his lunch at BK and we moved on to walk around PS as it's rainning out there. We walked there when the rain is mostly gone toward the Grand Cathay. Marcus did prepare a poster "Henry Go!" to support henry. However, it sad to see that henry didnt make it to the final top 10. Anyway, u had given your best try and effort, keep it up, I'm sure u will be the top 3 next year.
Walk back to PS again to have some ice-cream at gelara cafe. Ordered 2 waffles with 2 scope of ice-cream each and 1 spagetti ... dunno how to spell.. and dun nid to correct me. I was intaking some ice-cream to cool me and my anger down again. I told jason to feel free to clear any doubt he his with me .... for recent unhappiness.... and he said nothing much and just the 2 things....
ok... but i still feel like there is a big gap over us which means things are turning sour but we are just leaving there... i dunno .. this is my feelings. because i know our distance is getting far apart without fail.
Moving down to cineleisure as marcus wanted to buy his favourite toy all along. And took 111 and accompany jason back to queentown. and we transfer to train from there...
everything is getting cold and colder. it's going to be fine one day.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
summer holiday coming
it was a bored saturday.
i went down to funan it mall
to look for some game to play.
it's just nice that marcus is also there.
so called him and join him up there.
ok. lucky he dun mind me as a big lightbulb.
haha.
i asked marcus to help me buy the
Grand Theft Auto IV PS3 game
because it is the first M18 Console game in
SINGAPORE... he is so happy to show
his NRIC for the second time ... that he is
OVER 18 le.... lol.
it's cost me $84.90
Saw Wii fit on sale le ...
it was quite a good boad to exercise.
i think i would be getting one soon.
it's damn exp la ... it cost $179 ...
so maybe would consider sharing
with my brother.
went to the pensular ...
where the place marcus buy his skinny
$18 for 1
$30 for 2
and marcus bought one
and we walk around there.
i told marcus if i was to be alone,
i wont visit this type of place ...
'cos like got alot of black society ppl there
those tatto shop ... make it more worst
for those gangster to hang around place.
it is also a good experience to explore such place.
marcus went to find some belt for Ann.
to make her look more tidy .. ahaha
so we went to marina SQUARE to look for it.
and there went into this shop opposite minitoon
got this shop selling alot of stylish belt.
and marcus got attracted to the
black with silver line belt
and he bought it for ... her. nice one.
so they accompany me to raffles city
billabong to get another pants...
this time round i bought a line pant
hopefully it can make me look taller
haha....
and no discount for it . $89.90
sian...nvm i only get 1 piece per year.
ok...home sweet home to cwp.
went to gelare to buy 2 tub of ice cream
i thot have the $5 off with min.$20 purchase.
but when i making payment.. the person say
only for dine in only .... haix
in the end only us my 10% card..
and 5% rebate on uob card.
strawberry and chocolate overload.
ok...have not been feeling comfortable
speaking english for the whole day with marcus
but it is a good practice...
that i hope i can speak better with marcus around.
bababababa... going to eat my long john silver.
i went down to funan it mall
to look for some game to play.
it's just nice that marcus is also there.
so called him and join him up there.
ok. lucky he dun mind me as a big lightbulb.
haha.
i asked marcus to help me buy the
Grand Theft Auto IV PS3 game
because it is the first M18 Console game in
SINGAPORE... he is so happy to show
his NRIC for the second time ... that he is
OVER 18 le.... lol.
it's cost me $84.90
Saw Wii fit on sale le ...
it was quite a good boad to exercise.
i think i would be getting one soon.
it's damn exp la ... it cost $179 ...
so maybe would consider sharing
with my brother.
went to the pensular ...
where the place marcus buy his skinny
$18 for 1
$30 for 2
and marcus bought one
and we walk around there.
i told marcus if i was to be alone,
i wont visit this type of place ...
'cos like got alot of black society ppl there
those tatto shop ... make it more worst
for those gangster to hang around place.
it is also a good experience to explore such place.
marcus went to find some belt for Ann.
to make her look more tidy .. ahaha
so we went to marina SQUARE to look for it.
and there went into this shop opposite minitoon
got this shop selling alot of stylish belt.
and marcus got attracted to the
black with silver line belt
and he bought it for ... her. nice one.
so they accompany me to raffles city
billabong to get another pants...
this time round i bought a line pant
hopefully it can make me look taller
haha....
and no discount for it . $89.90
sian...nvm i only get 1 piece per year.
ok...home sweet home to cwp.
went to gelare to buy 2 tub of ice cream
i thot have the $5 off with min.$20 purchase.
but when i making payment.. the person say
only for dine in only .... haix
in the end only us my 10% card..
and 5% rebate on uob card.
strawberry and chocolate overload.
ok...have not been feeling comfortable
speaking english for the whole day with marcus
but it is a good practice...
that i hope i can speak better with marcus around.
bababababa... going to eat my long john silver.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
the cafe cartel
it's sunny sunny day...
i dont think the room temperature
is at around 34 degree ...
it should be around our body temperature le
that y we can feel the terrible humidness
and the sweat we produces...
skipped school on tuesday so as
to make it a 5 days holidays...
long long break ... hehe....
anyway ... i dun like my class.
i couldnt go into their world
to communicate and bond with them.
so yesterday hongwei insisted to
attend his java class for 1st and 2nd meeting
then run to meet us......
marcus also nv go school
'cos we all said steady dun go sch de ...
and marcus said he going shopping....
in the end horrible magic magic marcus
sleep until 3pm and den say dun feel
like coming out le ... of course i will be dulan.
ask we all pon sch go out in the end
dun feel like going out....
and we force him to come down lor ...
missed him ma ... 4 days nv c him ... haha
me and korkor went to find the
mandom Corp at wheelock place #04-05
but we like a bit late ... 'cos they moved out!!!
and it's seem like they have just moved for
like a few days ago.
'cos i could still see the word printed on the
level directory board ... but after that a uncle
came and erase it away ....
took a bus down to plaza singapura
korkor still wanted to eat fish and chip
@ fish and Co
but too expensive .... so i tell him go
The Cafe Cartel cheaper la ... some more
i uob can get 10% off on the subtotal.
then korkor order fish and chip and
actually i wanna eat the cartel pork one ....
but my stomach wasnt feeling good today...
so only order one basket of fries ...
which consist of 3 types of potota.
marcus reach city call at 5+pm
and settle his dinner at subway @ Raffles city
walk round and round and
walk to suntec ... and walk walk again
starbuck sit sit ... drink drink chat chat
share perception .... wahaha..
walk in carrefour ... here and there
donut factory 1/2 dozen ... $7 ... EXP!
HMV see see ... listen to song ...
den 10+pm le ...
marcus looks tired and red.
so home sweet home...
and dun say i look like ur ex girlfriend
what "my fault, my fault"
hehe .. kiddzing! =)
i dont think the room temperature
is at around 34 degree ...
it should be around our body temperature le
that y we can feel the terrible humidness
and the sweat we produces...
skipped school on tuesday so as
to make it a 5 days holidays...
long long break ... hehe....
anyway ... i dun like my class.
i couldnt go into their world
to communicate and bond with them.
so yesterday hongwei insisted to
attend his java class for 1st and 2nd meeting
then run to meet us......
marcus also nv go school
'cos we all said steady dun go sch de ...
and marcus said he going shopping....
in the end horrible magic magic marcus
sleep until 3pm and den say dun feel
like coming out le ... of course i will be dulan.
ask we all pon sch go out in the end
dun feel like going out....
and we force him to come down lor ...
missed him ma ... 4 days nv c him ... haha
me and korkor went to find the
mandom Corp at wheelock place #04-05
but we like a bit late ... 'cos they moved out!!!
and it's seem like they have just moved for
like a few days ago.
'cos i could still see the word printed on the
level directory board ... but after that a uncle
came and erase it away ....
took a bus down to plaza singapura
korkor still wanted to eat fish and chip
@ fish and Co
but too expensive .... so i tell him go
The Cafe Cartel cheaper la ... some more
i uob can get 10% off on the subtotal.
then korkor order fish and chip and
actually i wanna eat the cartel pork one ....
but my stomach wasnt feeling good today...
so only order one basket of fries ...
which consist of 3 types of potota.
marcus reach city call at 5+pm
and settle his dinner at subway @ Raffles city
walk round and round and
walk to suntec ... and walk walk again
starbuck sit sit ... drink drink chat chat
share perception .... wahaha..
walk in carrefour ... here and there
donut factory 1/2 dozen ... $7 ... EXP!
HMV see see ... listen to song ...
den 10+pm le ...
marcus looks tired and red.
so home sweet home...
and dun say i look like ur ex girlfriend
what "my fault, my fault"
hehe .. kiddzing! =)
Saturday, May 17, 2008
a bad bad sem
recently.... my fire produced by my body was more or less unavoidable and controlable. I am not being selfish over people when they need help. But I need some recognition to know that people can see me as QinZhi. I know I am quite short-tempered up recently. I felt so gulity about it when I am vent my anger on others.
I have enough for my class. No Peaceful day and moment. Running around like wild monkey in the natural reserves park. fighting for bananas over time. spraying creams around when someone's birthday is up. No or too little contribution for them ... if not for the sake of my good grade ... i dont even care about doing anything.
I thot I would get a more decent people in class. however, the greater hope I have, the greater my dissapointment. It's worst than my previous sem class.... W15J > W35P > E66M. I'm really tired tired tired ... no one trying to understand how I feel at the moment.
I am getting more and more evil, cruel and naughtier. People in the communities of mine teach me not to be nice to people anymore. If people are attitude towards me ... why cant I attitude back to them...izzit logical enough?
As for my good good friend ... they have their own activities going on ... so i wont be bothering to keep calling them up and down. however, dun give me such a bu shuang attitude to me. I am not there to entertain ur attitude more ... as I had said earlier, my current classmate is extremely enough.... i seriously need a break .... pls spare me from attitude.
The rp magic show 2008 last night was precisely a failure ... 80% wasnt up to professional standard. marcus was so 'entertaining' during the performance. he shouted lousy and fuck fuck fuck ... when dr loke is performing ... and lucky i am not sitting beside him. after the magic show... he keep commenting on the magic people ... =.= and jason was directly insulted by his nonsense crap ... i can see that jason is still more or less holding his magic interest. yet marcus was pouring millions tonne or COLD water on magic thing .... if there is magic ... y cant the fat ass make his fat off and make himself slimmer. If there is magic .... they should fly here and there. This is madness... marcus didnt stop himself from talking about magic for the next 1 and the half hour moment.
I have enough for my class. No Peaceful day and moment. Running around like wild monkey in the natural reserves park. fighting for bananas over time. spraying creams around when someone's birthday is up. No or too little contribution for them ... if not for the sake of my good grade ... i dont even care about doing anything.
I thot I would get a more decent people in class. however, the greater hope I have, the greater my dissapointment. It's worst than my previous sem class.... W15J > W35P > E66M. I'm really tired tired tired ... no one trying to understand how I feel at the moment.
I am getting more and more evil, cruel and naughtier. People in the communities of mine teach me not to be nice to people anymore. If people are attitude towards me ... why cant I attitude back to them...izzit logical enough?
As for my good good friend ... they have their own activities going on ... so i wont be bothering to keep calling them up and down. however, dun give me such a bu shuang attitude to me. I am not there to entertain ur attitude more ... as I had said earlier, my current classmate is extremely enough.... i seriously need a break .... pls spare me from attitude.
The rp magic show 2008 last night was precisely a failure ... 80% wasnt up to professional standard. marcus was so 'entertaining' during the performance. he shouted lousy and fuck fuck fuck ... when dr loke is performing ... and lucky i am not sitting beside him. after the magic show... he keep commenting on the magic people ... =.= and jason was directly insulted by his nonsense crap ... i can see that jason is still more or less holding his magic interest. yet marcus was pouring millions tonne or COLD water on magic thing .... if there is magic ... y cant the fat ass make his fat off and make himself slimmer. If there is magic .... they should fly here and there. This is madness... marcus didnt stop himself from talking about magic for the next 1 and the half hour moment.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
korkor 19th birthday
Time have been passing fast enough
pushing hard for the last 3 weeks
it's requires alot of intelligent to work
over the problem and yet tues ......
ut 1 going to start again soon....yan soon. =x
It's hongwei 19th birthday today.
happy birthday korkor. =p
i met up marcus and jason
in the late afternoon around 3.30pm at je
to go down to E!hub to walk walk...
and to meet hongwei to play pools there
but sad case .... the pool in the E!hub
wasnt open yet. Kbox also not open yet.
when we got there, marcus became abnormal
keep talk abt sensitive topic.
he 'cos me a big headache.....
and i am to tired to argue about all this matter.
then marcus have had his dinner at superDOG
'cos the counter girl is chio....haha
but wtf thing is that when he eating
he say out the girl name so loudly until
the girl turn around and look at us...
wah...i dunno where to cover my face seh!
then we plan to go down to kallang leisure park
to sing kbox for tonning over night
unforunately hw didnt bring his ezlink card
so we had to acompany him go back to his hse
and then go to his hse opposite de foodcourt
to have had our dinner and then move down
to kallang station by train and then bus 11.
bus11 was damn over pack with the people
who going to indoor stadium to watch performace.
haix. have to squeeze .. until like ....X.x
It's 五月天 concert 2008.
ok... went into the park and saw some
doggie competition going on, so we stay and
watched for awhile.
And then went up to kbox to check for the
timing for kboxing check in time slot.
and we manage to get the free buffet
until 10pm if we got kbox membership
and so i did apply for it lor. $10 gone.
and the moment we started to check in...
we looks like the 7th month ghost hunting
for millions of food even if we cant finish it.
we are too greedy abt it... take and take and take.
wahahaha...here are some of the picture:
This is the kbox Singing Birthday Celebration!
FROM 8PM TO 4AM ... ROT...
woot.... and they acompany me
to cabbed me to my hse ....
to tone until 6.30am ... den
the moment i lie on the the bed @ 4.30am
i sleep until like pig le
and korkor woke me up to get the key to
ask me open the door for them...
and i like already blur blur liao ...
in my sweet dream world..anyway
i still got up to sent greet them off...
catch bus de go catch bus
catch train de go catch train
....i went back to sleep until 11am.
and now that i am still tired and slpy
and i shall got get more sleep..
tml is java module.... must have alot of
energy de.
AND here the MESSAGE to :
KORKOR, MARCUS & YANSOON;
the kbox session last night
*DONT NEED TO PAY ME BACK*
a birthdays celebrate treat for we all.
I LOVE YOU GUY as FRIENDS....
asusual ... dun be so formal....no thanking pls.
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
pushing hard for the last 3 weeks
it's requires alot of intelligent to work
over the problem and yet tues ......
ut 1 going to start again soon....yan soon. =x
It's hongwei 19th birthday today.
happy birthday korkor. =p
i met up marcus and jason
in the late afternoon around 3.30pm at je
to go down to E!hub to walk walk...
and to meet hongwei to play pools there
but sad case .... the pool in the E!hub
wasnt open yet. Kbox also not open yet.
when we got there, marcus became abnormal
keep talk abt sensitive topic.
he 'cos me a big headache.....
and i am to tired to argue about all this matter.
then marcus have had his dinner at superDOG
'cos the counter girl is chio....haha
but wtf thing is that when he eating
he say out the girl name so loudly until
the girl turn around and look at us...
wah...i dunno where to cover my face seh!
then we plan to go down to kallang leisure park
to sing kbox for tonning over night
unforunately hw didnt bring his ezlink card
so we had to acompany him go back to his hse
and then go to his hse opposite de foodcourt
to have had our dinner and then move down
to kallang station by train and then bus 11.
bus11 was damn over pack with the people
who going to indoor stadium to watch performace.
haix. have to squeeze .. until like ....X.x
It's 五月天 concert 2008.
ok... went into the park and saw some
doggie competition going on, so we stay and
watched for awhile.
And then went up to kbox to check for the
timing for kboxing check in time slot.
and we manage to get the free buffet
until 10pm if we got kbox membership
and so i did apply for it lor. $10 gone.
and the moment we started to check in...
we looks like the 7th month ghost hunting
for millions of food even if we cant finish it.
we are too greedy abt it... take and take and take.
wahahaha...here are some of the picture:
This is the kbox Singing Birthday Celebration!
FROM 8PM TO 4AM ... ROT...
woot.... and they acompany me
to cabbed me to my hse ....
to tone until 6.30am ... den
the moment i lie on the the bed @ 4.30am
i sleep until like pig le
and korkor woke me up to get the key to
ask me open the door for them...
and i like already blur blur liao ...
in my sweet dream world..anyway
i still got up to sent greet them off...
catch bus de go catch bus
catch train de go catch train
....i went back to sleep until 11am.
and now that i am still tired and slpy
and i shall got get more sleep..
tml is java module.... must have alot of
energy de.
AND here the MESSAGE to :
KORKOR, MARCUS & YANSOON;
the kbox session last night
*DONT NEED TO PAY ME BACK*
a birthdays celebrate treat for we all.
I LOVE YOU GUY as FRIENDS....
asusual ... dun be so formal....no thanking pls.
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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