I finished the Prawn Cracker 哥哥 bought Me!

I finished the Prawn Cracker

哥哥 bought Me!

I was eating the whole pack of Prawn Cracker this 3 days while watching television at night. It taste nice and crispy. 哥哥 always has a good taste at food also, so he knew and was very experience on alots of good food while i m good at picking up at fashions, whether u want it cheap to expensive, i would always get u the lobang.

Recap about last night after watch S-Pop hurray! I shouldnt have pick up my lappy to online. So was starting taking something i also dunno what i taking to jason. then talk talk talk ... also dunno how come he suddenly bring this sensitive topic up.

jason: find your classmates go out lo

jason: bond

jason: B.O.N.D

jason: hmm why u dun wan bond with ur sem2 classmates huh

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jason: cos year1 stuck to you 2.

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jason: i've tried my best to counsel you, too bad i cant help anymore

now i feel so sad and dissapointed that actually he did some counselling and lecturing to me instead of consoling me. but if u really think it that way that u stuck to me for year1, i also no choice. Actually i did understand u want me to lead a better life, encouraging me to bond with my classmate. but which class i stepped in is made up by rp fate to meet the people in my class.

I cant make any decision on that. Got one chinese phrase said that, "家家有本难言经", every family have it's own way of working at things and having different problems and difficulties. It's somehow similar to "班班有本难言经", i have my own problem and situaition in my class that i dunno how to deal with instantly that u dunno, and u cant said that u came to my class to observed awhile and conclude that i didnt talk to the guy in my class. in between u lack of ur interpretation and hypothesis. if u put into my shoes for sem2 class, i understand that u might have the experience on how to deal with them but bonding with them i would see that it still some how a impossible mission. because my class guy is so damn pathetic, they only care for themselves and being selfish to one another. I would like to appreciate what i have now and then if my appreciation have gone down to the drain, i would just throw it alway without going to turn back and look at it. I am trying to move onward and forward because i had met those terrible life disturber in my life throughout out the past 10 years. In this world, everyone is afraid of loneliness, once u reach till my life situaition, u would understand how difficult it is to stand up again to face the sunshine again. Life is just like a ROLLER-COASTER. u might not get the feel at the lower peak of roller coaster, so one day if u manage to get the feeling, recap back what i say and if possible express it to me.