A right or wrong behaviour of me?

i think that there is a certain limitation where i can reach to.
i can differentiate what is real and fake.
i am behaviouring selfishly to others(friends level and below).
i am still quite calculative in term of money because i wish to save more.
when i get to observe people action, i find it precisely a paradox.
and when i reflect myself action, it just a too simple naive wrong behaviour.
i wont help others unless otherwise i think is necessary.
i wont help friends if they cant even recognise me during daylight.

i would say that i am not an easy going person socialising with people.
life is getting much more complication along the way especially when you get more, see more and feel more.

ya, i am lifeless. I am trying to save and achieve what i want especially my adidas stuff.
Brand really package people and increase people social status level?
If u tell me those more high class brand, such as LV, Guess, GuGGi, i dont even recognise them. I am more easy when picking up a brand, 3 stripes, easy right and simple right.
Cathay - reasonable cost and comfortable at convenience/hang out location.

well, no newater plant ytd, because the bus looks empty and we didnt go.
so instead of going to find xiuling, i saw my ex-classmate yansoon and have a chat with him for quite a while and wait until jingyu msg us. Thus went down to find him and his 2 friends.


Watched blood with samuel, xiuling, jing, haziq, chunkiat, jing's 2 friends.
The scene where they use to cut hand palm to retreive human blood is the part where i feel most terrified. haha. Please dont cut infront of me....argggh!